Chapter 8

Just as I hung up the phone, Robin walked back into the room. "You all ready for bed?"

"Yep, are you gonna go brush your teeth? I'm thinking those pearly whites don't stay that white by themselves."

"And you would be right." I smiled going into the bathroom to take care of the rest of my nightly needs before going back out to get into the bed.

I let him get settled before I turned over and cuddled up to him. "So how is Stephanie."

"She's good, just been coloring like crazy. She told me her new favorite color was blue but I found out why." I smiled running my fingers over her hand. "Dot said they had been coloring blue because it was the color of my eyes."

"Awe she sounds like a little angel."

"She is the sweetest little rugrat I've ever met."

"Sounds like it." I smiled and then leaned my head away from Jon to stretch my neck out.

"I love that little girl more than anything."

"She sounds quite adorable." I stretched my neck in the other direction.

"That's her." I pointed over to a picture of her second birthday party that showed her sitting on my lap while she played with her stuffed Elmo she'd gotten.

"Awe what a cutie."

"Yeah she looks like her daddy." I joked.

"That's what I see, especially the eyes."

"And not to mention she can sweet talk her way out of anything, especially me."

"And she's only 2 and she knows that." I roll over back into his arms.

"that's the same thing Dot said." I laughed putting my arm around her body, letting my hand rest on her side. "She's got me wrapped around her pinky."

"Are you really that easy Jon?"

"Oh in alot of ways."

I wasn't quite sure if that was a positive or negative. "Good to know."

"I always try to give people exactly what they want."

"Gotcha."

"Whats got you so quiet baby?"

"Nothing Jon just listening."

"So why don't you tell me about your little girl cause I know I just rambled on about Stephanie.'"

"She's adorable too Jon, I'm just in a bad mood about it because I haven't gotten to talk to her today, he wouldn't let me said she was gone with her grandparents."

"Did you want to try to call her again?"

"NO I'm just keeping a record of all the times he won't let me talk to her."

"Well if you want to feel free and if you like I'll personally give your ex a talking to."

"That won't help me at all with him Jon but thanks."

"Then I'll beat the shit out of him when I see him." I smirked. "There’s no reason to treat your ex or anybody liked that."

"you're a whole different type of guy Jon."

"That's good right?"

Something just wasn't working for me with him tonight. "Yeah I'm assuming so."

"You know I thought we had a good thing going."

"You and Dorothea?" I asked him.

"No, me and you. But since we came over here you've been acting kind of weird."

"Well Jon for the first 20 minutes you didn't talk to me you talked to your ex wife, so I kind of felt not needed or wanted."

"I'm going to talk to her Robin, she's one of my best friends not to mention the mother of my child."

I sat up looking at him, "Do you seriously have to talk to her about our sex life?"

"You heard that?"

"Yes Jon I heard that, and I heard you tell her I faked it. Fuck if that’s the way you're
going to treat me then I'm out, I won't be made fun of or belittled or ridiculed anymore."

"I wasn't making fun of you, I was simply asking Dot if she had ever faked it with me. Unfortunately that answer was yes."

"So when I tell you all women do it you don't believe me but if she says it you do?"

"I just had to get a second opinion."

"Ok since everything I do it seems is going to be compared to her, how would she handle you getting a 2nd opinion on her sexual behavior?"

"She'd beat the crap outta me."

"So why do you think its ok with me?"

"it's not and technically I just asked her if she ever faked it I never mentioned that I thought you did."

"No actually Jon you did without saying it you did."

"Okay so maybe I did but she also told me that I was a good lover for the most part. She did remind me that I knew her body so well that I knew what it took to make her comfortable while we had sex. That’s something I didn't do for you."

"No you didn't, you treated me as you would her instead of being with me as me."

"And I'm sorry."

"Jon do you honestly think we have a chance?"

"I think we do."

"Really? Honestly Jon I don't want to play this game."

"Play what game? I really do think we'll be okay, I mean this is our first relationship outside of our marriages for a while."

"Yes but it’s not going well Jon, it’s not easy for us to be with each other, we don't talk, you talk to your ex more than me. Why'd you ask her about me faking it - what are you thinking?"

"I could tell you weren’t really into it."

"Why didn't you just ask me your questions instead of going to her."

"I’ve been going to her for 14 years it's just habit I guess."

"That habit has to end Jon if you're going to be with me. I'm sorry I'm not that secure Jon I can't have you running to your ex-wife for everything."

"But she's my best friend."

"She's your ex-wife, she's the woman that crushed your heart."

"And she's also been with me through some of the worst times in my life."

"Well then go back to her, Jon I can't and won't be third wheel, either you are with me or
your not. I can't live in her shadow or with her in our relationship."

"She's moved on so that’s obviously not an option and besides that I really like you. How
many times do I need to tell you that?'

"Actions speak must louder than words."

"So do you want sex again to show you how much I care about you?"

"huh?" I asked him confused.

"You just said actions speak louder than words - sex is an action."

"Yes it is, but did that work out for us so well the 1st time?"

"So practice makes perfect right?"

I run my hands up to my face rubbing my eyes, "and I'm supposed to be turned on by that?"

"No I haven't started that part yet." I smiled.

"Well that's not a way to turn me on."

"What's not a way to turn you on?"

"Being a smart ass."

"Who was being a smart ass?" Honestly I didn't know what she meant because I was far from being that, now if she wanted me to I could be though.

"We were talking and then out of the blue your like - wanna have sex? To me that’s being a smart ass cos you don't really care what we're talking about which isn't good for us as a couple."

"Well I was just asking."

I shook my head moving to get out of the bed, why in the hell would I want to even be with him.

"Come on Robin - don't go." I reached over for her hand. "Look I'm new at this whole dating thing. I probably shouldn't have called Dot earlier but that’s my first instinct - always has been."

"Well Jon I need to know the real you. I've been hurt really bad and I'm trying desperately to believe that all guys aren't egotistical, shithead, assholes, and that one of them might be worth risking my heart on but so far I'm scared to believe that about you because you're not taking what's going on between us seriously."

"You want to know the real me? I'm a guy who's been kicked out of a relationship that made
me comfortable more than anything. She never cared how much money I had or how famous I was, at the end of the day all she wanted was me. Do you know how hard it is to leave that behind and start over? I have to be careful Robin, not only do have a little girl back home to think about but I have my reputation to uphold."

"So your reputation is more important than your heart? Do you want to be alone forever Jon and just remember how it used to be when you had love in your life or do you want to try to find it."

"No I want to find love again, that's why I don't want you to leave right now - not like this."

"Well then we need to work on this because as it is, it’s not something I want to pursue."

"Then lets talk."

"So tell me what you need in a woman, now that it’s supposedly not superficial between us."

"Well I'd like to have a woman that cooks because after eating here and there out on the road a love a good home cooked meal."

"So you want home cooked meals every night?"

"Not every night but a couple times a week." I looked over at her with a smile. "You a good cook?"

"Yes I actually like to cook, I like to experiment."

"That's good to know baby." Once she moved back over beside me I rested on my side letting my fingers move over hip. "Another thing I need in a woman is security of knowing she'll be there when I get back home."

"That’s hard Jon, if I'm going to wait around for you then I have to know you're exclusively mine and that you're worth waiting for."

"I can guarantee that I'm worth waiting for and even though I've only known you a couple of days I think you are too."

"But do you know how to be exclusive Jon. I don't share, I can't anymore I refuse to even consider the idea of ANY possibility of sharing at all."

"I'm done with that part of my life."

"I mean AT ALL Jon, he screwed around on me all the time, I had to get so many disgusting exams and he gave me an std once I won't have that again. No kissing, no oral with anyone else no fingering anyone else - I'm your only sexual partner of any kind."

"No kissing?"

"No I don't want herpes."

I stopped instantly replaying her words in my mind. "You've had an std?"

"Yes my ex husband gave it to me."

"But you don't have it now right?" Instantly I regretted being with her. What the fuck was I thinking? That should have been the first thing I asked her.

"No I had chlamydia but I took antibiotics and it’s cured. I wouldn't have had sex with you if that wasn't the case Jon, I'm not that cruel."

"I should've asked first though."

"We didn't exactly talk much."

"I know and normally that's not how I act, I can promise you that. I'm really a nice guy that usually wears his heart on his sleeve."

I laid back on the bed resting my head against his chest. "It’s gonna be hard for us. Both of us have been burned, one of us hates the person that did it with a passion and one hates the person a little and still loves the person, it’s gonna be hard."

"If we do continue and I really hope we do, will you be okay if I still talk to Dot sometimes? Not about us but, well like I said earlier she's my best friend so I can talk to her about anything. I hope to be able to do that with you one day."

"About your daughter I have no issues with you talking with her, but why would you talk to her about stuff you wouldn't talk to me about, how can we build a relationship together with her in the middle?"

"I guess because we've pretty much grown up together and she literally knows everything about me."

"Well how am I supposed to know you if you're always talking to her?"

"It's not like I'll leave you out Robin, I just need to ween myself away from her I guess. She's been my rock for a long damn time."

"I get that Jon, and I'm not trying to make you choose - ok maybe a little. I just have a real desire to be my man's everything, if I can't have all of you and that's the talking part and the cuddling part, and the sex part, and the dad part, its all you Jon and if you keep parts of yourself for her I guess that's a way of saying I'm not over her yet so I'm not going to walk away from her for you Robin."

"I'm not sure I understand baby. You'll have all of me in ways she can't."

"Well when you marry someone its for everything right?"

"Yeah I would like to think so."

"But when you divorce isn't that a divorce from everything."

"Not when you have history like I have with my ex." I answered softly knowing that wasn't the answer she wanted but it was true. Dot was and always would be my best friend.

Maybe its me that doesn't get it. "Maybe I just don't get it then Jon. Because she was your everything, she was your perfect angel, she was baby right? And then she signed a piece of paper, broke your heart and walked away. How can you forgive that and still be her friend?"

"Because deep down I knew that it would make her happy again. I don't like admitting that but I knew that she wanted out even before she brought it up. All I ever wanted was for her to be happy and have the life she wanted and deserved."

"But don't you deserve to be happy too, I can't understand that, when I made the commitment and it ended I figured the whole relationship ended, I can't keep him in my life - now this is assuming I had a good marriage - if he shattered my world and took away my right to believe in forever I'd be so pissed I wouldn't be able to tell him I was scared about getting a saggy butt. You know?"

"Yeah I understand your point but to be honest, knowing that she's happy now makes me happy."

"Ok." I said softly. I didn't get it but it seemed he was dead set on keeping Dot in his life.

"You'll like her when you meet her."

"I don't think so Jon, I don't like people that go back on their promises."

"Just so you know she didn't do anything wrong in our relationship, it was me. I was the one that screwed up everything."

"That's bullshit Jon. I don't buy that, and if we're in a relationship there's never anything that will happen in our relationship that is one sided. If I cheated on you it wouldn't be all on me - there'd be a reason I chose to go outside the relationship."

"But you don't understand that she was always home alone with our daughter while I was out partying till the early morning. Did I think of that at the time? Obviously not because I'm now divorced."

"And did you force her to stay home?"

"No she chose to but that's only because her sister was sick at the time so it's not like she didn't want to."

"But Jon that's something she chose. For whatever reason she chose to not be with her husband, she chose to put a strain on the relationship and then hold it against you later. I don't find it fair. I understand she had a family concern - but my point is everything in life is a chose and you didn't make hers, she did."

"I knew that if she came out she'd costantly be checking on her sister so it was probably best that she stayed home."

"is her sister better now?"

"Yeah she had a really bad case of pneumonia and was in an out of the hospital for a couple of months."

I didn't buy it, they were married for more than a couple months, it showed me he was still kind of hung up on Dot and that was a red flag to keep my eye on. "Can we turn off the light and go to bed?"

"You don't want to talk to me about anything?"

"Like what Jon? Is there something you want to talk to me about something."

"I don't know."

"Well then I guess not babe." I reached behind me and turned that light off, leaving only the one on behind Jon.

I rolled over onto my side facing her then put my arm around her, touching her back through her shirt. "Do you always wear clothes to bed?"

"Normally I have why?"

"Just curious." I looked down at my shorts then back up to her. "I usually don't but if you feel more comfortable I can."

"If you wanna get naked Jon, you can sleep however you want."

"Well I don't want you to be uncomfortable if I do."

"Jon you naked is not a bad thing. Are you more likely to get frisky if you're naked?"

"That's very possible." I laughed reaching down to undo my shorts then slid them off not even thinking that she had a full view of the goods.

"Not exactly shy are you?" I teased, what I wouldn't give to blow his mind, in all ways.

"Yeah actually I am. I've just kind of gotten used to being by myself."

"Well you're a tease but we already knew that." I smiled and cuddled to him.

"I've gotten good reviews for that ya know." I turned my head kissing her softly.

"You say so huh?"'

"I know so." I smiled moving down just enough to pull her leg over my hip while caressing her thigh.

"Are you really this touchy fee-lie or are you trying to make up for our earlier mishap."

"You wanted the real me didn't you?"

"Yes I do, so I want to know which is which."

"This is the real me." I moved just a little as I touched her lips with mine.

"This isn't so bad, the kissing parts, I like."

"The sex can and will be better baby."

"How sexual are you normally Jon?"

"You mean how many times do I do it a week?"

"Yes I guess that's a way to word it."

"Usually at least once a day, maybe two."

My eyes had to pop out of my head. "Really?" The fear of pain evident even though i tried desperately to push it down

"I like sex what can I say. So what about you?"

"I've never liked sex enough when I've been in a relationship to have sex that often. Normally once a week was sufficient for me."

"What!" My eyes widened in shock. "Oh baby I'm gonna have to change that. When you get to the point it's enjoyable I promise you that you'll want it more.""

"And how are we going to get to that point?"

"By taking it nice and slow with foreplay." I answered simply.

"You man enough to show me how that goes." I challenged. Fuck he was horny there was no hiding that so unless I wanted to lose him before I get him its time for sex again.

"Am I man enough?" I smirked. "Are you questioning my ability to turn a woman on??"

"Well I just wonder."

"Maybe I should let you wonder no more?"

I looked at him, damn he was confident. "I'm just saying." I laughed.

"I'll make a believer out of you by the end of the night." I laughed moving her onto her back
while I stayed on my side. "You see I've had a lot of practice at driving women crazy." After moving the covers back off her her, I moved my hand so that it was up her shirt toying with her stomach.

"Who let you practice and you're not allowed to say her name."

"A woman that I know."

"Oh ok as long as this isn't a completely made up idea."

Moving my head to the side I nipped at her neck while my hand made its way up her shirt, stroking her breast gently.

"Um Jon?" I wondered how receptive he is to my body.

"Yeah?"

"Foreplay, I hate to tell you includes kissing before you go for the boobs, I'm not her."

"Really?" Damn this woman was going to be hard to please. It's almost like she was resisting to get turned on.

"Yeah that much I do know and I love your mouth, its very sexy."

"I have you know I happen to like boobs though." I smiled moving to kiss her letting my tongue move over her lips.

"Boobs aren't outlawed honey but I'm more than just boobs and a pussy."

"Two of my favorite parts." I smirked.

I rolled my eyes at him, seriously is he really this blond. I could see the highlights but I didn't think they are real.

I continued to kiss her lips like she wanted but at the same time moving my hands over her well toned body.

"The little calluses on your fingers are teasing me, I like it."

"What else do you like baby?" I whispered against her lips. My finger tips teased her hips and thighs.

"That feels wonderful," I kissed him deeper.

I moaned into her mouth when my cock pressed into her thigh. Damn what I wouldn't give to show her how sex should be.

Her ex was an ass and unfortunately I acted the same way earlier - I wish I could redo that moment with her.

"Feels so good Jon," I ran my hand up his arm stopping and rubbing his biceps. "Your so strong."

I moved to kiss that spot she'd pointed out to me earlier - anything to give her that edge I would do.

I moved my head to the side and smiled, "I like that."

"I know you do sexy."

My hand moved up to his hair, running my finger over the top of his ear.

When she did that I moved my head enough to kiss her wrist but at the same time allowed her hand to stay on my cheek.

Holy shit that felt good. "Ummmm" I moaned as he touched my inner wrist, my body leaned closer.

That turns her on? If that's what it takes. I moved doing it again but this time made a trail of kisses down her forearm.

My whole body tingled. "ohh" My nails raked down his back without me even realizing it.

That felt incredibly good knowing she was enjoying herself for probably the first time in a while. "You like that baby??"

My eyes had to give me away, "Oh yeah baby that feels so good. Got anymore surprises like that?"

"Maybe." I kissed her quick before moving down to the bottom where I started kissing her ankle, then slowly made my way up to her knee then thigh.

When he hit my thigh I pushed his head back down to my knee, that felt amazing.

My fingers teased her leg while I kissed every inch of her knee.

He hit one spot that made me tingle all over again, "God JON!"

"Feel good?" I smiled to myself knowing shes happy in more ways than one.

"Um huh" I moaned pulling him up for more kisses.

Throughout the kiss I roamed every inch of her body until I made my way down to her inner thigh. I wasn't going any farther until she said okay - I made that mistake earlier by rushing her.

I moved my arm again letting my wrist get near his mouth. "Jon thats so amazing." I wanted and needed him to understand he needed to push me well over the edge of joy before I'd trust him again, I needed to know he could and would bring me there.

The hand that was on her thigh reached up for her hand pulling her wrist closer while I kissed it then ran my teeth over it.

My whole body reacted to that, my nipples poked through my t-shirt and I inhaled sharply. "Damn baby."

I saw her reaction through the corner of my eye and wondered how such a simple touch could make her react that way. But if that's what it took to get her turned on I'm sure I could have her on edge in just a few minutes.

"Jon, damn baby."

"Problem?" I teased her wrist with my tongue before moving to take one of her fingers into my mouth.

I arched my back again arching my chest towards him. "Jonny."

Taking her finger away from my mouth only for a brief second I asked "Need something beautiful?" But before she could answer I started suck on her finger again.

"I need a kiss."

"That I can do." I rolled over partially on her then started teasing her lips with my tongue. I just relaxed under his touch, he had to know he's on the right track finally, my body had no fight I was gumby under him.

"I think we need to take this shirt of baby." I whispered against her lips, lifting up her shirt with my fingers.

I lifted my arms up allowing him to remove my shirt easily.

When I saw her bare chest my dick got even harder than it had been. She was more than well endowed which I loved. And from what I could tell, it was all real.

I stretched my shoulders down towards the bed to relax even more and show my breasts to him more. What I wouldn't give to continue this feeling for the next 3 hours. "Love this."

"You're beautiful you know that?" I smiled glancing down at her partially naked body, the only thing she had on was her panties.

"Thank you, but I have needs Jonny." I moved around quickly flipping him onto his back and bouncing over to straddle him, that of course let him see quite easily that my breast are real.

"Damn what a view."

"Glad you like it, but I gotta try something." I smiled moving my body down slowly until I could lick his nipples, and then I moved even lower and licked his abs to see how that affected him, my curiosity was getting the better of me.

The moan that came from deep inside my throat filled the room as my stomach muscle contracted with every touch of hers.

"OH so you like that?" I smirked as I moved lower and moved over to his hip bone, I of course had to manhandle his dick and put it between my breasts so I wouldn't hurt him while I nibbled on his hip bone.

"Robin." I moaned reaching back for a pillow to prop myself up to watch her.

I looked up at him with a grin wishing like hell he'd let me give him head because my mouth was watering knowing how much pleasure I could give him. I licked his hip and nibbled again.

"Can I take you up on your offer from earlier?" Normally I wouldn't do this with somebody I like but damn she was almost to irresistible.

I looked up at him with lust from his earlier nibbling on my wrist. "Which offer baby?"

"Show me how good you are at giving head." I answered breathlessly wondering if I'd be able
to make it all the way through it before taking her again.

The smile covered my face and my eyes lit up, "Really?"

"Yeah baby, I wanna feel your lips all over me."

"Yummy." I smirked and opened my mouth wide, moving over and taking his cock 3 inches into my mouth.

"Fuck me!" I groaned watching her mouth and tongue tease my body like nobody ever had.

"Ym" I moaned trying desperately to not completely drive him insane instantly. I wanted this to continue, so I ran my fingers over his hip and then moved my left hand up towards his mouth to see if he'd play with my wrist again, my mouth watered down over his cock while I swallowed more around him.

My fingers moved over her wrist just as gently as her mouth covered my dick.

My whole body hummed at him touching my wrist and I angled my head foward more and moved him deeper into my mouth, here I was less than a minute into the blow job I had his entire cock down my throat with my lips at his balls. I swallowed making the suction on him tighter and my eyes rolled into the back of my head as that caused the best orgasm for me. Pleasing him, teasing him like this was so intense.

"Damn baby I need you."

I look up at him with the biggest, happiest grin evident in my eyes.

I motioned for her to move back up to me because to be honest I couldn't take much more.

I let his completely hard cock slide out of my mouth, crawling up his body, "Yes babe?"
"You know when you told me you were good at that you weren't kidding."

"I really like it Jon." I smiled at him and then kissed his neck, "Will you kiss me after I do that or do you want me to brush my teeth first?"

"Would it turn you on even more If I did?"

"Yes it would show me you enjoyed it too."

I smiled running my hand over cheek to pull her down towards me. It was then I opened my mouth to kiss her passionately.

My whole body tingled, after the kiss I couldn't hold back I just had to have him. I reached down and took my panties off. "Jon I want you."

"You sure baby."

"Feel for yourself, a few fingers deep inside me will feel great."

"You think so?" I smirked sliding my hand down her stomach and to her wetness where I inserted one finger at first. Damn she would be so easy to be with right now.

"Damn you feel good, baby I want you."

I slid another finger deep inside making sure she would be ready for me when the time came.

"God Jon that feels so good. Can I suck on you more?" I teased knowing he'd love head now cos he knows I'm damn good at it.

"Later baby." I smiled. "Definitely later."

"Oh honey anytime, got condoms?"

Knowing I didn't I was kicking myself in the ass. "I'll go back to your room and get a few."

"Find my purse I grabbed some."

"Right, I'll do that if I can walk." I laughed sitting up in the bed finally spotting her purse over in the chair across the room.

Of course I walked over completely naked giving her a full view then crawled back on the bed with her purse, handing it to her.

"Damn you look so inviting." I smiled getting the condoms out of my purse before dropping the purse on the floor before handing him the condoms.

"So do you beautiful." Taking the condom I rolled it down my stiff cock then laid down on my side and pulled her leg over my hip like before.

This time there wasn't anything scared in me about this, I knew my body was completely wet and ready for him.

"Have you been pleased like this before?"

"Like what?" I asked a bit confused still running my hands on his chest.

"When you made love to a guy. Have you ever had pleasure from that."

"Once or twice, thats definately not the norm."

"It will be now." I told her while moving her onto her back. My lips instantly caressed her neck while the rest of my body was even with hers. I rested comfortably in between her legs ready for whenever she was.

"Oh baby, you feel so good." I knew he wanted sex soon, "I'm so wet for you."

I inched up closer sliding my manhood into her more than willing body. She was as tight as before but something else was different, she felt incredibly relaxed this time.

"Oh Jon" I moaned and opened my legs more, not in pain for once."

"You feel so good." I moaned against her neck before giving her another kiss.

I had my hands up running on his shoulders, up into his hair. "Damn Jon" I opened my legs just a little more finally his hips would fit comfortably.

"You okay baby?"

"Yes I am, it feels good for a change Jon, you slide in so easy"

I started moving my hips in rhythm with my tongue that was dancing with hers.

I moved my head long enough to moan, "JON" I squeezed around him.

"Damn that feels so good!" I groaned slipping my forearms under her shoulders to push even deeper.

I whimpered and squeezed more, "Jon damn so good"

I bent my head down to suck on her collar bone while I reached down with my hand moving her leg up and across my back.

I was jelly, this felt amazing, for the first time in way to many years sex felt great. I wrapped both legs around his back before moving my wrist closer to his mouth.

This position somehow added just a little more pressure making the vein in my cock throb
intensely. "Baby." I whispered moving faster and deeper.

"OH God JON!" I screamed as he hit the perfect spot inside me, no faking it this time my body exploded under him.

When I felt her contract around me I knew that she'd just been pleased but as I promised I reached down between us stroking her clit. I told her two minutes and damn I'm gonna make that happen.

"OH GOD JON" I panted and squeezed my pussy as tight as I could, I couldn't possibly handle any more.

That last time she tightened I came even though I was trying to hold back. My hips pounded into her body all while pushing down on her clit rubbing my finger in a circular motion.

"FUCK JON!"

Finally after not being able to take anymore myslef, I collapsed on top of her panting trying to catch my breath. That was the most intense sex I'd had in a while.

"OH damn that felt good." I kissed him and then reached down and wrapped my hand around his cock holding the condom in place.

"I would move but I don't think I can." I mumbled into her neck. Truth was I was pretty much numb from the waist down right now.

"Well then I'll move we have to get rid of the condom."

"Okay baby."

I moved us so he was on the bottom and then pulled myself off his cock, slowly I took the condom off him and tied it before putting it in the waste basket.

"Thank I don't think I could've done that yet."

"It'd be nice to be in that type of relationship again where condoms weren't necessary."

"Maybe we will be sexy."

"You putting a ring on my finger?"

"You never know about me."

I curled into his chest. "So it kind of sucks that the only time I've ever not used a condom was with the guy that hurt me."

"That'll be different with me." I ran my fingers through her hair while we talked. "What you got a few minutes ago is what you'd get every night if you were my wife."

"Including the orgasm before you fucked me?"

"Absolutely baby."

"And the wrist thing?" I smiled hoping he'd remember that forever.

"You liked that didn't you."

"Oh Hell Yeah"

"I'll try to think of other things while I regain feeling below my waist."

"So does this mean you'll allow me to give you head when I want?"

"without a question Robin."

I immediately cuddled super tight to him and kissed his chest, "you're not going to regret that."

"Oh I could tell that tonight. You're damn good at it."

"Honestly you're kind of the perfect size for me to deep throat."

"Ive never had anybody do that before."

"no one? What did the groupies do just suck the tip to say they've sucked your cock?"

"Basically, I mean it's not like I wanted a relationship or anything. It was more like go ahead and blow me so I can get off then you can be on your way."

"True if it was just a means to the end I guess it didn't matter how much they enjoyed it - they got what they wanted by being able to brag."

"Oh there was none of that."

"What did they have to sign a confidentiality agreement before sucking you?"

"We didn't have random girls, we knew them from the particular area we happened to be in so it's not like it was about bragging rights.

"God I can't even think to be ok with that. I can't believe it was allowed in your marriage."

"That's all that was allowed, actually having sex was off limits. Not to mention I only
wanted to be with my wife in that way."

"I don't share Jon, have I told you that?"

"Yeah a couple of times."

Chapter 7

"of course I did Jon, and I know you came so its all good."'

"No it's not." I caressed her cheek while I talked. "If the woman I'm with doesn't enjoy it then it wasn't any good for me either."

"But you came so it was good."

"Is that what he told you?"

I pulled back from him wrapping a sheet around my body and sat up. "Isn't that true Jon? You wanted in and to fuck, but I gave you that and you came so its good, I did good."

"No it's not honey, I mean dont' get me wrong I enjoyed myself but - " I sat up in the bed beside her then pulled the sheet across my lap. "I want you to enjoy it to and not just have sex because I want to."

I looked down at him, and then looked up at him, "Jon I like giving head, that’s one thing I was never forced to do, he didn't like it so I never had to do it to him I did it to the guys before him and I'm good at it, I was looking forward to enjoying that and you don't like it."

"I guess I'm like him in that aspect because - well when I was on the road that was the one thing Dot would allow."

"So we're not compatible sexually?"

"Not fully I don't guess."

"Well I guess its good we find that out now before we get more invested."

"Are you breaking up with me before we even start dating?" Now that was a new one for me.

"But you just said we're not compatible, why would we want to keep dating if we can't have a great sex life?"

"No I didn't say that, what I meant was that we could work on it. Just because I don’t necessarily like getting a blow job right now doesn't mean I wouldn't be up for it later. It's just that it reminds of my career and right now i don't want to think about that - I want to think about if there could ever be an us."

"Yeah but it’s part of what I like sexually and it turns me on to make my guy insane with my mouth and typically it makes men very touchy feely which means I'd get more foreplay which wouldn't make me so dry when you start fucking me."

"So I did hurt you?" Just from those last words alone I knew that I did. "Why didn't you tell me to stop? You know that I would have."

"It hurt, your dick is huge and I wasn't that wet."

"Baby I'm sorry." I reached around her shoulder pulling her close.

"Its normal for sex for me."

"So you're husband had a little dick too?" I joked. "I'm not nearly that big baby."

"You are so wrong, your dick is like 4 times the size as his in length and width, you're huge."

"Damn did he even have one?" I blurted.

I looked at him, "Oh yeah, a big enough one to hurt me."

I leaned over kissing her cheek. "And here I did the same damn thing to you."

A single tear dropped from my eye. "You didn't do it completely on purpose, you just wanted sex it had been a few months."

"Yeah but I could've waited till you were completely ready. I'm sorry."

"Better luck next time?"

"Yeah." I smiled over at her. "I don't want to give up on us because to be honest I think there's something there."

"Do you really or are you saying that to make me feel better? I don't normally have sex with just anyone."

"No I really do Robin, we've got alot in common and not to mention I'm comfortable with you. I don't say that about just anybody. I feel like I can let my guard down with you."

"Now that you got laid, do you think you and I can get better at this sex thing."

I couldn't help but laugh, it was the first time I was ever told I basically wasn't any good. "I guess so."

"What are you laughing at?"

"I've just never been told that I suck."

"I'm sure you don't suck Jon but my body isn't your ex wife's I'm sure you could play her
like a fiddle, I don't react the same way as she does to things so there's a learning curve."

"Yeah I could always get her goin' with no problem."

"Maybe someday you'll have the same luck with me."

"I can guarantee that."

"We just need to learn what each other likes."

"I know you're all for blow jobs but did your husband ever go down on you?"

"Oh God no. It was roll over spread your legs I'm going to get what I want now shut up and go to sleep."

"Really? So have you ever experienced that?"

"Oh yeah with ex's we had a lot of fun tormenting each other, my one ex Mike and I never had sex we just did oral all the time."

"You know I'm always up for trying to please you again." I smirked.

"We need to figure out likes and dislikes, so if I can't give you oral, what are your major turn ons?"

"Lingerie obviously but baby just for future reference, those stockings and things don't do anything for me."

"So do you wanna go out and buy some that you like so I get the idea of what your style is?"

"Sure we can do that tomorrow if you want."

"Ok what else do you like? Are you one to kiss and tease for any length of time, tonight seemed about 5 minutes and then you started undressing me, is that normal?" I asked laying back down on the bed.

"No usually I'm not like that to be honest. I just wanted to be with you so bad -" I looked down as I sighed. "And I didn't hold out my promise to you for that orgasm."

"Hold that thought I have to pee." I kissed him quick and jumped up running to the bathroom
trying not to show the pain I was still in.

When she got up I pulled the covers back to give her one less thing to deal with when she got back into the bed but much to my surpise there was blood on the sheet where she had been setting. Guilt instantly set in when i realized just how bad I hurt her.

I walked back into the room with a bathrobe on me, "How about we take a shower Jon, my muscles are a little stiff."

"And because you're bleeding?" I pulled back the covers letting her see. "I'm so sorry Robin."

"Can we shower and go sleep in your room."

"Are you sure you want to be with me after that?"

"That's not unusual for me."

"Well it is for me." I walked over to her putting my arm around her waist then kissed her forehead. "I feel awful."

"Jon just don't let it happen again now that you've cum I'm sure you'll be gentler."

"Well yeah I mean I've been holding all those urges in for months now."

"Don't you masturbate?" I asked flippantly as I got into the shower.

"More often now than I did while I was married, why do you ask?"

"Well it just didn't make much sense how bad you needed to cum if you jack off after all that's the same release I gave you."

"No baby it's not. When your with somebody it's all different."

"Masturbation is always so much more intense for me."

"Not for me. I like feeling that warmth around me when I come."

"Masturbation doesn't hurt so I like it better, but oral sex rocks that orgasm is very intense."

"We'll have to practice that one day."

"I thought you didn't do oral with people you care about?"

"I don't but whenever I've gotten it from women then it's been pretty intense."

"You know we could start a new policy?"

"New relationship so that makes sense."

"Hey we're in a relationship?"

"We're showering together so I would say yes." I smiled. "That is of course if you want us to be."

"I'd like that, lets not tell others how we decided that though ok?"

"Oh I'm not gonna tell my parents that we decided we were dating during a shower." I laughed
reaching over for the washcloth to help her was her back.

"How about we try everything once with each other and we decide if we like it or not and don't let the past dictate our future?"

"That's fine with me."

"Are you sure or do you really not want to try something for any other reason then your ex?"

"No I'm perfectly fine with starting over again."

"I Just figure its only right that we begin a new relationship with a fresh perspective."

"I fully agree baby."

I turned around and looked at him, "You're pretty hot all soapy and wet."

"You don't look to bad yourself ya know."

"OH you like this all soapy and wet look huh?" I laughed at him reaching up and washed his hair.

"Yeah it gives me naughty thoughts again."

"OH boy here we go again." I laughed and rinsed off quickly.

"You'll learn that I get those quite frequently."

Finally when we were clean again, we took the short process of putting on a few clothes to walk down the hall, Jon just put on his shorts and I was in light sweats and a t-shirt. Enough to be seen in the hallway but nothing that I'll actually sleep in. After putting the please clean sign on the door we left. Once inside Jon's room his phone rang. "Boy aren't you popular."

"Yeah I guess so." Unsure of who it was I sat on the side of the bed answering it. "Hello."

"Hey Jon, your daughter wants to speak to dadadadada do you have a moment for her." Dot rambled.

"Yeah Dottie, you know I always have time for her."

"Because she is driving me batty." Dot turned around, "Steph daddy's on the phone."

"Our daughter driving you batty?" I laughed. "Surely not."

"Yay daddy!" She ran over to her taking the phone. "Daddy!"

"Hey pumpkin." I smiled laying back on the bed. "How's my little girl doing?"

"I great!" She screamed like tony the tiger.

"Well that's good to hear." I laughed. "Have you colored me any more pictures?"

"85" She laughed.

"85 huh? I bet I'll be able to decorate the house with 'em then."

"I keep going, mommy get me more blue"

"Blue?"

"I Like blue."

"Oh, I thought you're favorite color was purple?"

"Daddy dat old"

"Old? Hey I remember when I left a couple of weeks ago that you still liked purple."

"I stopped. By daddy love you" Steph then handed the phone to her mom and walked away.

Dot laughed, "Got that Jon"

"Yeah I think so." I laughed. "Remind me to return that cute little purple bear I found down
here."

"NO she still has purple in her room but we're currently coloring daddys eyes color."

"Ahh so that's why it's her new favorite color."

"Yes. She just wanted to say hi before she went to bed."

I got up and walked into the bathroom to brush my teeth while Jon was on the phone with his ex.

"And that little rugrat didn't even tell me goodnight?"

"Hey she told you she loves you thats all you get."

"Yeah well I'm greedy - you know that." I joked.

She rolled her eyes, "Yes I know Jon."

"So how are you doing?"

"I'm doing ok Jon, I'm actually getting to find normal, Steph runs non stop from morning til night, and after I get over this stomach ache I'll be good."

"Stomach ache? Have you been to the doctor or is just one of those 24 hour things?"

"I think its a 24 hr thing compounded by the winter."

"Yeah it could be I guess. Not to mention the stress of everything else going on."

"Yeah so I'll let you go Jon, Steph fell asleep on her coloring book."

"So you don't want to talk to me? I'm hurt."

"Well I would have thought you wouldn't want to talk to me."

"Dottie you've been my best friend for as long as I can remember. Just because we got divorced it doesn't mean I want you completely out of my life."

"I'll never be completely out of your life, we have a daughter."

"I think I know that but back to that best friend part - I can talk to you about anything right?"

"Almost anything, what's up?"

"I'm just curious. Did you ever fake it with me?"

"Jon" She laughed

"What? Dottie I'm serious."

"Yes of course I did Jon, every woman does from time to time. Why are you asking?"

"I have my reasons."

"You met someone, had sex with her and you think she faked it?" Dot asked but more like a statement than anything.

"well yeah kind of."

I might as well tell her now before she reads about it in the paper.'

"How kind of Jon?"

"Okay I did."

Glancing over at the bathroom door he saw that it was still shut. "I met someone Dottie."

"And you've known each other 3 days and she faked it already "

"Well when you say it like that it sounds bad."

"Yeah Jon I'd question her because you're not a bad lover, you're greedy from time to time but I didn't have to fake it until at least a year in."

I walked out of the bathroom and walked out onto the patio, I can't believe we had sex tonight, bad sex but still and he's on the phone with his ex wife, and to think I decided to give him the benefit of the doubt and brought a few condoms in my purse after putting all the rest in the nightstand again.

"A year! You mean you faked it for 13 years?"

"Every now and then Jon, you sometimes want sex before I'd be fully in the mood, you knew how to play my body so I'd let you do it and pretend like I was with you all the way, sometimes I'd just as soon do that than argue with you."

"And you couldn't have told me that then?"

"Guys don't like being told they aren't perfect in bed. Where is she? Have you really been talking to me with her in your room?"

"Well yeah she was doing whatever women do before you go to bed."

Obviously I didn't see anything wrong with this. Dot was my wife and we do have a child together so it wasn't out of the ordinary for me to talk to her.

"Good night Jon, plan on sleeping on the couch."

"Night Dottie. I hope you feel better."

"Thanks, Jon." Dot hung up.

Chapter 6

I opened the door with this deep teal long flowing one shoulder dress. Two inch heals didn't make me tower over him but the length of the dress demanded some small heal. "Hi Jon."

"Wow." This was gonna be a long night. "You look incredible."

"Thanks Jon so do you, you look very sexy."

"Yeah well." I smirked handing her the roses. "A guy has to look good if he's standing beside you."

"You look amazing." I smiled and took the flowers and set them inside luckily he had the roses in a vase already.

After she sat the roses down I couldn't help but pull her in for a kiss. I'd wanted those lips against mine all day.

"OH thats sexy." I smirked.

"Damn I hope I get a little more of that later."

"You just might." I smirk at him. "If your entertaining enough tonight you might just get a suprise."

"Oh really? What kind of surprise are we talking about?"

"Something pink, thats all you get." I slid my hand into his.

"Pink huh?" I smiled walking over towards the door. "I hope this restaurant has some good food because I'm starved."

"Me to I had Subway but that was it."

"You did better than me. I stayed out on the beach all damn day."

"But yet you're not the least bit red, how'd you manage that?"

"You should see my back, I look like a lobster."

"Oh no did you want me to rub lotion on you tonight?"

"You know I won't have a complaint about that right?"

"I know you wouldn't."

"Well you are really good with your hands so I think i'll let you do that."

"You'll let me huh?"

"Yeah maybe even twice if you're lucky."

"Wow your generous." I laughed.

"Yeah well I'm a nice guy what can I say!"

"I bet a lot." I teased.

I reached over and kissed his cheek before we got out of the elevator. "Thank you for tonight in case I forget."

"And why would you forget?"

"you might distract me"

"Me?" I pointed to myself. "Surely you can't be talking about innocent me."

I let go of his hand and stepped away to the farthest corner of the elevator.

"What did I say?"

"I'm just trying to get away from the lightning that's about to strike you down." I joked.

"You're a funny lady." I laughed leaning up against the railing as went down to the first floor.

"Hey I'm just saying." I laughed and then walked over leaning up against him.

"So what else does the beautiful lady want to do tonight?"

"I picked up a dvd while on my travels today we can go to my room and watch that and cuddle."

"Cuddle huh?" I wrapped my arms around her pulling her to me for a kiss. "And a little of that I hope."

"Just a little." I smirk.

Just then the elevator opened up and we stepped out unnoticed. "So what movie did you get? It's not a chick flick is it?"

"Um I actually got 2 I'll let you pick when we get there because I can't remember names."

"Are they dirty ones?"

"No I'm innocent Jon."

"Right." I laughed. "I'll take that as a maybe."

"Jon that's not nice, I think by not sleeping with you I showed you I'm innocent last night."

"You showed stubbornness." I joked.

"I could do it again tonight if you are bad." I teased looking over at the menu.

"God everything looks so good"

"No please don't baby. I can;t get rejected two nights in a row."

"Oh so you need sex that bad?" I whispered.

"I meant cuddling but if you want to give me that I'm up for it."

"Oh I think I cuddled with you a few minutes last night."

"Yeah I'm greedy." I smiled. "I wanted more."

"Like what did you want?" I asked as the waitress came up to take our orders. She walked away and I looked to Jon for an answer.

"I just wanted to lay there in bed with you all night, nothing more that what we were already doing."

"Are you saying you wouldn't have tried for more?"

"That's exactly what I'm saying. I was just having a really good time last night and I guess I just wanted to feel loved for a little while."

I had to look at him for this one, "I know what your saying, it felt good to be touched and tormented just a little." I smiled.

"Then why didn't you stay?"

"Because that would have made me easy."

"Why? I wouldn't have tried anything."

I reached over and touched his hand, "I didn't know that."

"Well now you know." I looked into her eyes as I held her hand. "I'd never do anything that would make you uncomfortable."

"Well the problem I have is that the entire idea of being with you is more exciting then uncomfortable."

"How about this - when you're ready you tell me."

"That was like 2 days ago I think." I answered him honestly.

"But we just met 2 days ago." I laughed softly.

"I know that's why its bad."

"Well if we're being honest - I wanted you last night."

"I hope so." I smiled at him as our food arrived. It seemed that we had no problem whatsoever talking and finding common ground on the simple things, I just feared if we started talking about the touchy topics we'd be way off base. I sat back in my chair with my glass of wine and smiled at him as he signed an autograph, some girl came over and very quietly asked him.

"Sorry about that." Looking down at my plate I started pushing the food around with my fork. "I was hoping nobody would recognize me."

"Its kind of hard Jon, you're like world famous."

"I wish people would forget sometimes."

"I really hope they don't, I'd never want to forget, some of your songs have
really given me something to enjoy in some very dark times."

"Can we not talk about my job?"

"Fine, what do you want to do then?"

"I didn't mean anything by that it's just that music is the reason my family split."

"I'm hoping someday you see it wasn't the music's fault it was just life. Not everything works out the way we want."

"But sometimes we find something we didn't expect."

"Exactly, now I find we should go, this dinner conversation has changed."

"Huh??" Looking at her like she had three heads I asked "Did I do something?"

"You just got so quiet and sullen after the fan came by." I smiled and stood up to leave.

"No baby sit back down." I looked up at her motioning her to the seat. "Please?"
I obeyed.

"I'm sorry okay - I umm, I just got caught off guard."

"I understand that Jon. I guess you don't realize how much your tone changes in an instant, its rather disconcerting."

"Thats because I just don't want to be reminded of being famous right now, I just want to be Jon from New Jersey."

"Well then lets get out of here so you can just be Jon again. I think I like him better."

"I think I might be offended." I laughed standing up from the table leaving the money along with a hefty tip. "Any particular place you wanna go?"

"Walk on the beach or my room its up to you."

"Your room if that's okay? I don't want to chance somebody else seeing me today - I'm not in the mood?"

"I see that. Come on." I let my hand find his as the elevator door opened.

"I know you're gonna find this hard to believe but I'm really a shy guy when it comes to fans."

"I find that impossible to believe actually, how can you have a shred of shy left after the 80's"

"Yeah well I guess I've just grown up since then."

"Good then lets keep you in the grown up world."

I lead the way to my room, not sure after dinner if what I thought I wanted earlier was what I still wanted with him. After opening the door I stepped to the left, "Come on in."

I instantly put my arms around her once the door was closed. "I'm really sorry about screwing up our date."

"you didn't actually screw up our date Jon it just shocked me thats all."

"I just get uneasy when people start to recognize me. You know most people like the attention but after this many years of it, I just want to be normal."

"But didn't you want to be a world famous rock star?"

"I did when I first started but now it's just getting annoying. Don't get me wrong -" I took her hand into mine walking over to the couch to take a seat. "I love the fact that people appreciate what I do, I just wish they'd let me be when I'm out with somebody."

"Well they all know you're divorced so they don't know you're actually dating anyone so they could think I was a business associate."

"Yeah but still -"

"But still what Jon? You wanted to be famous and you got your wish, now you want to drop all of that and go back to being a no one. Jon you've conquered the world, deal with it."

"Easier said than done baby."

"Well then I guess we'll have to work on that."

"Maybe you can help me with that."

"I can try, so here are the two movies, which would you like?" I handed him True Lies and Legends of the Fall.

"True lies - Legends of the fall is a chick movie."

"True lies is a boy movie." I laughed

"Yeah, well it does have action in it."

"And Jamie Lee Curtis."

"Really?" I smiled. "I had no clue."

"You liar."

"Hey she is much nicer to look at than brad pitt."

"According to you." I laughed. "So True Lies it is."

I walked over to the dvd player and put the movie in, "I think thats your clue to get on the bed."

"Yes ma'am." I laughed moving to take off my jacket and lay it across the arm of the couch then took off my shoes before sitting down on the bed. "Are you picky about your side?"

"For sleep yes but for cuddling nope, I'm good any way."

"And what if we fall asleep while we're cuddling?"

"I plan on doing other things before sleep Jon." I smirked and then put my hand
over my mouth

"Are you sayin' i'm gonna get lucky?" i laughed.

I crawled up on my bed and leaned over to him and gave him a kiss. "Who knows how lucky you'll get."

"I like the sound of that."

"I figured you would." I smiled at him. "So now the question is are you one of those guys that actually wants to watch a movie when its on or doesn't care." I asked.

"I don't really care if I have a beautiful woman beside me."

"Is it all about the looks for you?"

"No but it doesn't hurt." I smirked.

I smiled and then laid down directly next to him and kissed him, "So I should roll over to watch this huh?"

"Yeah cause you might distract me." I joked.

"Alright I'd never want that to happen." I smirk and flip over and face the tv, my dress unfortunately got very tangled around me.

"You know I think you might be more comfortable without that on."

"OH and you think I'm just gonna strip for you."

"Well if you insist."

"I insist what?" I asked twisting my head back to him

"You're gonna strip for me." I smiled moving my hand over to her knee, slowly making my way up to her thigh.

"I am huh?" I asked again with a smile.

"Well that is what you said." I inched my body close enough to kiss her tenderly until my hand came in contact with lace panties.

"I think you might just be confused." I wiggled around.

"No baby I'm not confused at all." My lips caressed her neck while my hands
continued to wander.

"You are quite the shmoozer."

"You think so?"

I looked over at him over my shoulder. "I do think so." After feeling his hand on my outer thigh I laughed. "Babe do you want me to run over?"

"Run over?"

"Turn over, you know you got me confused."

I couldn't help but laugh. "I'm good what can I say?"

"Brat." I told him and flipped over to face him. "How'd you do that?"

"My sexiness?"

"Must be." I laughed and reached over licking his adams apple.

"Mmmm I like that."

I pushed him back onto his back and crawled on top of him a little, nibbling on his adam's apple again, "its so well defined."

"So are you baby." I moaned sliding my up her body push the dress off her shoulder. That's when I saw the pink strap which had me a little curious.

"Raised eyebrows Jon?" I teased and kissed him.

"So umm was this the pink thing you were talking about earlier?"

I smirked like a little tease, knowing somehow he loves that, "Maybe."

"How about you let me see more?" I reached up with the other hand pushing the other side down which made the dress fall. "Oops."

"There's no opps, you like pink."

"On you but it's not my color." I smirked.

"I bet you'd like cute in a pink shirt. Not this color pink though."

"Something tells me I wouldn't pull it off quite like you." My finger trailed over her breasts then down to her stomach.

I figured at this point I'd let him get to my skin, he seemed to have a need and maybe if he got a little action he'd relax a bit."

"You work out a lot don't you"

"Not by choice but yes why?"

"I can tell."

"Do you like the way I look or not?"

"No I do - I think I'd like to see you gain a little weight though."

"That's hard, I don't know if I could let myself." I moved to kiss his neck again.

"Why not?"

"Its kind of hard for me to not look perfect." I admitted.

"But you'd look even more beautiful if you did."

"We'll see Jon." I ran my hand into his hair and smiled. "So what's with me being eye candy today, your happier looking than touching?"

"I don't think I'd be able to stop once I start." There I'd said it. She was so beautiful tonight I had one thing on my mind and couldn't hide it any more.

"Horney Jon, or just think the 3rd date equals sex?"

"Little of both I guess." I smiled.

"Well you barely have my clothes off my shoulder," I teased. "Thats not typically how it goes."

"I don't want to move to fast and scare you off."

"I think I was a little more naked than this last night but we didn't do nearly as
much talking so I'm not quite as turned on yet."

"Guess I'll have to fix that then." I set up in the bed then let my hands carress her bare back while my lips eagerly met hers.

"OH now that I love."

"So do I."

I let my body fall back onto the bed, stretching out I inhaled deeply showing him the muscles in my stomach.

She had a gorgeous body there was no denying it. I couldn't wait to let me lips rest against that stomach my fingers were now moving over.

"Jonny" I moaned loving his gentle touch.

I moved up onto my knees then bent down licking her stomach while kissing it on occasion. I wanted to see just how much i could tease her before she gave in.

I inhaled in shock, my stomach becoming rock solid with the action. "Jon" I reached for his shoulders to try to get him to stop tormenting me.

"Yes?" I raised up with a huge smile on my face. "Something wrong?"

I reached up and ran my hand into his hair, "Nothings wrong but you're a really good tease."

"I've had alot of practice." I smirked moving back down to continue torturing her body.

"Oh my GOD, Jon do you like to be teased too?"

"Doesn't hurt but I have to make sure my woman is getting the most out of the experience."

I laughed and pushed him off me, "Alright then fair is fair." I stood up letting the dress drop to my feet, revealing the rest of my pink flirty lingerie.

"Fuck me." A groan escaped my mouth when I saw what she had on - pink never looked so good."

I stood and turned around in a circle so he could look, I knew men were visual creatures and Jon seemed to be even more so than most so I figured I'd let him get his eye candy. One thing I knew about myself, I may be fucked up emotionally but I have a damn fine body, I had been ordered to make sure of that during my life.

"You've teased me enough baby, now come on over here."

"But I haven't even touched you." I smiled taking the step towards the bed.

"Yeah but I've looked that was enough to get me going."

"That's all it takes?" I smiled and crawled on the bed, laying partially on top of him. My lips touched his skin, on his neck, then his adam's apple, then up to his lips for a kiss.

"When it's been almost 3 months since I've had sex, yes."

"Only three months?" I teased sitting up straddling his hips as let my fingers tease his stomach and pec mucles.

"What do mean only?" I laughed reaching over to run my hands over her hips."That's a lifetime for me."

"Its been 9 months since you filed for divorce so you've had sex since then? Its been about 11 months for me."

"I have." And I'm not going to tell her who it was with unless she asks. "So I guess you're even more ready than I am?"

"Yeah, was it with your ex wife, and have you been tested since?"

"It was with her but no I haven't been tested - I know she was never with anybody but me until recently."

"When did she hook up with the guy that she's with now."

"She was with him before we filed for divorce but she'd never actually been with him till recently."

"The condoms are in the night stand." I bent down and kissed him, not nearly
confident enough with that explanation to not use them.

"And do you always keep those in the nightstand?" I smiled kissing shoulder.

"No but I figured I should pick some up just in case."

"Good thinking." I set back against the headboard staring back at her. "So are you ready for this?"

"Not necessarily. Just wanted you to know where they were in case."

Now I was totally confused and I was sure the expression on my face showed that. It seemed like she was ready to be with but now she said she wasn't. Why are women so damn complicated?

I moved off of him and sat up next to him, "I've never made a conscious decision outside of a passionate embrace to have sex. Its normally while my insides are on fire so forgive me if I'm unsure while I'm completely calm and non turned on."

"Well you're the one that pushed me off of you." I joked.

"Well Jon come on do you know what I'm saying."

"Yeah I understand."

"Do you or are you saying that and while you say it your mind is moving around trying to figure a way to get my clothes off?"

"Maybe that second part."

"You're rotten." I told him while flopping down onto the bed. "This isn't going as I intended."

"And what do you mean by that beautiful?" Once she got comfortable, my hand started to roam over her upper body while I nibbled on her neck.

"Well I thought it'd be all heated and hot and sticky like last night."

"Give it time baby." My hand wandered downward touching her soft skin with my finger tips. "We're just gettin' started."

"Kissing would be very good right now."

"If that's what you want." I made a trail of kissed from her neck to her lips while I moved on top of her letting my body rest against her.

"Damn" I arched my body under his.

When he didn't react I got worried. "Did I turn you off somehow? Too much talking I'm sorry."

Immediately I thought I'd get in trouble.

"No not at all baby." I whispered teasing her lips with my tongue, trying to gain
entrance into her mouth.

I opened my mouth for him, relaxing and letting the kiss happen, letting him take control, after all being submissive is where I'm most comfortable.

I moaned throughout the kiss, wanting more each second. Her lips were incredible as was the rest of her body.

I turned towards him more, my hands roamed down his bare back over his ass. "Damn" I moaned when I touched his ass, what a fine piece of work his body was.

"You like?" I teased playfully. "You know it looks even better when no clothes are covering it."

"Really? And you do say so yourself huh?" I teased.

"Well I've had a few compliments."

I grabbed his ass and then spanked him softly. "I think you should show me."

"You think so?" I moved off her just enough to slide my hand down to the waistband of her panties.

"Yeah I think so." I moved my hand around from his ass to his cock, brushing over it so lightly before moving to his belt.

I quickly moved to kiss her again when I realized what she doing. It'd been to long without a woman so I was going to enjoy every second of it. I reached down unhooking the nylons from what I thought was kind of like a garter belt. Which reminds me to talk to her later about not wearing those because that's just one more thing to take off.

"Jon I'm feeling a little warm." And it wasn't from the warm weather outside.

"You're about to feel warmer beautiful." I moaned into her mouth. Two of my fingers moved under her waistband at her hips.

I pulled him closer, "Feels good."

"Do you want to feel even better?"

"Yes I like this feeling." I told him with a deeper kiss.

"Robin." I whispered against her lips. At this point she'd already had my belt undone along with the button on my pants, so I moved my hand around to the front of her body with my fingers still inside the waistband of her panties.

"Jonny" my body fluttered inside while my hand snuck down to wrap around his cock.

I instantly moaned sliding my hand down to her already wet panties. My fingers teased her clit then moved down her center but not actually going inside of her.

"Jonny, feels so good." I moaned and wraped my arm around him pulling him closer as I squeezed his cock gently.

"I can't wait to make love to you baby."

"From what I can tell you're more than up to the task." I smirked and stroked him again.

"Damn that feels good."

"Do you like blow job's Jon?" I asked stroking him again.

"It's not necessarily something I do with a woman that I care about." To be honest, that was the one sexual act that Dot let me do with groupies so when I got home I really didn't have a desire to do it with her - I wanted to be with her in one way and that wasn't it.

I kissed him making sure to log that comment in the back of my head for later discussion.

"How long has it been for you?" Asked moving just enough to undo her bra.

I arched my back to give him a little assistance with getting that damn bra off, if it were up to me I'd never wear one. "11 months."

"Almost a year then?" Damn I bet she was tight right now - it'll almost feel like
her first time again.

"Yes, do you promise to make me scream tonight?" I smirked.

"Hell yeah I can guarantee that."

"Good because I think its necessary." I shimmed out of my bra. "Finally that damn bra is gone."

"It's necessary to make you scream?" I smiled moving my head down to take her nipple into my mouth, sucking on it every few seconds after licking it.

"Ummm" I moaned when he took my nipple into his mouth. "Damn that feels good baby." I squeezed his cock again stroking him slowly.

Every time she wrapped her hand around me I was that much closer to just stripping off her panties and doing what I do best. But instead, my hand rested on her hip then I began to ease her panties down but trying not to seem to eager.

"OH two can play at that game babe." I smiled and unzipped his jeans softly scooting them down over his hips. "Someone doesn't wear underwear?"

"Nah it's just one more thing to take off." He laughed.

*I laughed**

"What about the mystery for me, in what I was goign to get later?"

"Well I don't want you to get scared or anything." I smirked. "Best just to take it all in at once."

"So you were just protecting me, how I understand." I laughed getting his pants off his body and I stopped at the end and kissed his right knee."

"Yeah that's it baby."

I looked up at him from down by his knees. "You like that babe"

"I do but I was referring to the protecting you comment."

"OH that works for me too." I slid up his body rubbing my breasts against him. Laying down to kiss him I smiled, "This is really working for me."

"Me to baby." I propped myself up using my elbow to rest on while looking at her now naked body.

"you're so sexy you know that." I ran my finger up his chest over his nipple. "Do
you like your nipples sucked Jon?"

"Guess you could do it and find out."

"OH you're not going to tell me huh?" I wiggled down a bit and went after his nipples, my tongue snaked out to tease.

That was about all I could take. While she was turning me on more by the second I reached over into the nightstand pulling out the box of unopened condoms. Even more trouble! Really you couldn't have opened these earlier?

"Ok that exasperated sigh says it all. Is opening the condoms too much work for you." I teased reaching down to play with his ass again before I smacked his butt.

"When I'm up and ready, yes it is."

"Well babe you've been up for about 15 minutes already and I like it." I teased.

"I told you two minutes." Finally, I got the box open but I had pulled on it a little to hard which allowed a shower of condoms all over the bed.

"Here babe I'll help." I grabbed one of the condoms opening it before moving my head back to his chest and back to teasing his nipple, "I like making you horny its fun for me."

"Likewise babe."

I wanted so bad to go down and suck on his balls and lick him nice and long so he'd stay hard forever but since he doesn't like blow jobs I played with his balls a little before sliding the condom onto him.

I motioned her back up to lay down then draped my leg over hers. "If it starts to hurt tell me okay." I kissed her tenderly on the neck making sure she would be comfortable. If I was enjoying it but she wasn't then that doesn't make me any better than her ex.

All I could think of was this was going to hurt like hell, he was already about to fuck me and hadn't even prepped me with his fingers. "OK." I whispered and kissed him.

My lips met hers in a passionate kiss as I moved in between her legs, my cock was already eagerly pressed up against her entrance. "You okay?" I whispered against her lips.

"Yeah Jon." I whispered making sure to use his name so I can keep current in my head.

"Would you feel better if we fooled around for a few minutes?" That was the last thing I wanted to do but I could feel how tense her body was and I hadn't even started to move inside her yet.

"Whatever you want Jon, I can tell your oh so ready." I ran my hand up his back along the corded muscles in his back.

"Yeah I am but I want you to be comfortable."

"Jon, go ahead I'll be ok."

After being assured that she was okay I went on with the task at hand. I kissed her neck while my hips started to move as I moved inside of her slowly.

She was so tight I couldn't believe it - she felt incredible they way she fit around me.

Inhaling deeply as he pushed inside I tried desperately to let go, fuck this hurt, I wasn't nearly wet enough for this yet but I couldn't tell him no, he's been so sweet and kind to me. I inhaled again trying to get him completely inside me, his cologne reminded me i wasn't with my ex but the pain I was feeling kept forcing me back to that life. "Jon" I moaned while biting into his collarbone area.

"Robin you feel so good." I moaned. That and the fact of what she had just done sent me into overdrive.

I motioned to a spot on my calvacle for Jon to kiss or suck, in hopes that he'd hit the right spot to get me just a little wet so I could stop hurting.

"Just relax baby." I whispered against that spot which I started to kiss.

He was huge, absolutely massive, I swear he must be a foot long and 10 inches wide, my body ached for release just as much as it ached for lubrication, neither of which could happen without the other. Time to fake it to get this overwith. "Oh God Jon." I started softly.
I started sucking that spot on her neck and not moving nearly as much because even I could tell that she wasn't wet enough. My hand moved up to massage her breast, which my thumb paid special attention to her nipple.

"OH yes Jon, that feels good" I told him.

"How about this?" I reached down in between our two bodies to stroke her clit while I continued tormenting that spot on her neck.

"OH yes Jon, oh God yes." Finally there was something happening inside me that was making the pain stop.

When I felt her loosen around me I started moving my hips but this time with ease.

Mentally I knew men liked to know they were pleasing their women so I moaned and breathed heavier every time he moved so he'd be encouraged.

I could easily fall in love with this woman right now, but is it because of the way she's making me feel or because I actually like her.

"OH GOD JON" I moaned very loud in hopes that soon he'd cum and this would be over.

Even though she was moaning and breathing heavy there was still something off with her. Maybe dirty talk would help? It always seemed to work with Dot. "You're a damn good fuck you know that?" I licked then sucked on her neck in between my words. "That tight little pussy of yours feels so good around me."

"Jon" I took his hand and moved it back to my clit, he needed to shut up and just touch me.

I pressed down on her clit while moving deeper.

"OH GOD, Almost Jon" I nibbled on his shoulder again.

Almost? What the hell was she talking about? I was already there and about ready to exlode at any second.

I could tell just from his lack of nibbling he was already determined to be done so I did what I was so good at, I squeezed my pussy tight around him to make sure he had no option but to cum and I screamed, "YES"

"Fuck!" That moan had to fill the room as I came almost instantly.

I could feel him explode into me, filling the condom quickly. My body wanted him out of me.

"I think I could stay like this all night baby." I kissed her neck not even wanting to move.

"Sorry babe you have to move its not safe to be inside me after you cum with the condom
on. We can cuddle after you pull out."

"Right." I reached down holding onto the base of the condom making sure not to spill any. I set up on the bed long enough to that off and toss it into the trash then laid back down on my side facing her.

"thats better." I smiled and cuddled up to his chest. It felt so much better without that huge cock inside me.

"You didn't enjoy yourself did you?"

Chapter 5

"It wasn't that, I just liked the idea of the company of a woman even if it was only a few minutes."

"You can hang out with a woman without doing things that are against a relationship."

"But it's so easy when they're so willing."

"Yeah its that thing called will power Jon. Heard of it?"

"Yeah but I"m not that good at it."

"I guess that means you don't really want what you say you want because if you want a relationship, then you'll get better at willpower and realize love is worth more than a 30 sec. orgasm."

"30 seconds? Hell that's a quickie." One thing I was proud of was my sex life and the fact that I could please a woman in that way. "Try 2 minutes."

"The orgasm isn't two minutes that's the entire event." She laughed.

"Obviously you've never been with me."

"No I haven't but if you're going to make me scream in extacy for 2 minutes lets hit the sheets now because thats just what I need."

"Hey I have to leave something for later." I smirked. "I'll just let you think about that for a while."

"Brat." I teased by hip bumping him.

"Me? I don't know what you're talking about."

"Sure uh huh" I laughed

"Hey I happen to be a perfect angel." I smiled looking through the other shell.
"Devil in the bedroom but angel otherwise."

"I"m not so sure I can believe that, what if you're all talk."

"And what if I'm not?"

"We'll have to see won't we."

"Guess so baby."

I laughed, "So have you seen enough shells."

"Yeah I think so. What else was on your agenda for tonight?"

"I only thought of this and food - anything else you want to do"

"Take you to heaven for two minutes." I joked walking past her.

"Well I'm worth more - got anymore in you than that?" I winked.

"Oh I'm sure I do beautiful." I reached for her hand linking my fingers around hers. "What do you say we go grab so dinner."

I liked that he just grabbed my hand, so far I was in the company of a strong confident but not overbearing or demanding man so this was truly working for me. I squeezed his fingers. "Sounds great."

"What are you in the mood for anyway?"

"Really my choice?"

"In my world the lady always chooses."

"Wow this is very unusual for me Jon, I'll be honest. I really don't know where I'd like to go but I do know I'm hungry for fish."

"Well we're at the beach so that should be easy to find."

"I'd hope so. I'm really a fan of Talapia but I've also wanted to try shark."

"You can try that all you want but I'm not eating shark. I'll stick with sea bass
and crab legs."

"Why won't you eat shark, is it bad? Have you had it somewhere?"

"No I've never had it and have no desire to ever eat it. A few years ago Dot made me go scuba diving and let me tell you, you gain a new respect for them."

"I'll take your word on it then."

"you should try it."

"Well maybe I'll try sea bass I've never tried that either."

"Yeah that to but I'm meant the diving thing." I laughed.

"Oh that'd be fun. I'd love to swim with Dolphins."

"Now that I haven't done. Maybe we could do that tomorrow?"

"That's a plan."

"That's date number 3." I smirked.

"Your point?"

"Nothin' I was just keeping track."

"Good to know you can count." I teased.

"Yeah I'm pretty good at that." I laughed. "I taught Steph how to count to five."

"Maybe you'll have to learn to count to 10." I raised an eyebrow wondering how I
was going to say no tonight. All I wanted to do was lay in his arms and ignore the day.

"Well I can but baby steps for her ya know." I smiled biting on my bottom lip thinking about her earlier.

"I take it you got to talk to her earlier?"

"What gave it away?"

"That smirk of smirks."

"Yeah well I talked to her for a few minutes anyway. She was busy coloring so had to go back to that so our call was cut short."

"OH well you have to be rated properly you know, after all there are certain things that are very important."

"I guess. The last thing I heard from Dot was not on the walls."

"She's two right?"

"Yeah."

"Walls are good surfaces."

"Not if they're newly painted walls." Laughing I pulled her a little closer as we walked hand in hand.

"Not your house anymore, makes it kind of funny huh?" I just couldn't get over the bitterness I felt for anyone stealing a kid from their parent.

"I voluntarily gave her the house because with Dot and seperating it's gonna confuse our little girl enough. I want her to at least have her home."

"Is it a big mansion or is it a livable size."

"No it's just a regular everyday house with three bedrooms and two baths - far from glamorous."

"Well they need a home and you can afford it so its definately a good thing."

"Luckily she's not a complete bitch because she could have taken me for everything
I had. We didn't have a prenup because we were both pretty sure it'd be forever."

"I bet you will have one the next time."

"No because next time will be forever."

"Seriously are you not scared she'll take you for everything in a divorce, I'm petrified of losing the few things I have left, he didn't leave me with much including my daughter."

"I don't plan on doing this divorce thing again."

"I don't want to either, but damn Jon how do you believe in that, I told you before I don't much ability to believe anymore."

"When it comes to love I'm a pretty good judge."

"I wish I had that strength Jon." I squeezed his hand again.

"You will one day."

I stood next to him as we walked into the resturant waiting for him to get us a table.

Hopefully I'd be able to play the part of celebrity and get a secluded table for the evening. There was something about Robin that made me want to get to know her even more. And being a little secluded would maybe allow her to relax. After talking to the hostess I motioned for her to come over then proceded to the back of the restaurant to a table for two. "After you." I motioned her into the
booth.

"OH using the powers of the smile huh Jon."

"Might as well don't you think?"

"Somethings telling me that you've used that smile before."

"For a few things."

"So Jon tell me more about you, not stuff I'm going to read in a paper."

"You mean like on saturdays when I lay around and watch cartoons with my baby?'

"Steph or the girl in your life?"

"Stephanie." I smiled. "I haven't met a woman yet that would watch scooby doo."

"I'm a smurfs girl myself but Scooby's not bad, now Scrappy Doo I can not deal with."

"Ahh so you're a cartoon watcher to?"

"Some of them."

"You know you asked to hear something about me that only my friends and family know. Only the woman in my life knew this about me." I leaned over whispering.
"I sleep in the buff."

I tilted my head to the side and smiled, "Why doesn't that surprise me?"

"Hey it saves the trouble of taking them off when you're ready to get down to business."

"Down to what kind of business Jon?" I laughed, for some reason everything about him made my skin tingle.

"Bringing my woman to that ultimate high." I took a drink then wiggled my eyebrows. "For 2 minutes of course."

"Oh you're horrible. Do you ever have a moment of lack of self confidence."

"I have plenty of those moments but when I have a beautiful woman at my side I have all the confidence in the world."

"Good to know." I took my glass of water and drank quite heavily.

"You alright?"

"Not at all I'm just a little shocked by your talk of nakedness."

"You've never been naked?" I laughed.

"No I can recall being naked a few times."

"Just a few huh?" Glancing over at her I happened to a scar on her shoulder and figured it was the result of her husband "Did he do that to you?"

I looked down at him, having vowed never to hide my past because I knew if I tried it'd come back to bite me in the ass I told him honestly. "Kind of. Its from a car accident, he was driving, I got it when he backhanded me and I hit the window as he crashed the car."

"Damn I'm sorry." The fact that this woman had been through so much really made him thank god that he'd had a decent life up till now. I moved my arm over her shoulder as I slid over closer to her. "I'm sorry you had to go through something like that."

"That one wasn't something I blame him for, he didn't crash the car on purpose, he hit me that I don't appreciate but the crash was a fluke."

"No actually it was all on him if he wrecked while he tried to hit you."

"Your kind of black and white about things are you babe?"

"There's one thing I'm not black and white on."

"And what's that?"

"About how much I want to kiss you."

"That might be arranged."

"And how would a guy arrange that?" I gave her a partial smile as I took another drink of my water.

"Well he's gotta play his cards just right? Maybe a straight flush will get him what he desires."

"And what if I just kissed you right now?"

"What if huh?"

"You heard me."

I eased my back up against the padded booth and thankfully it was padded because I was feeling that pain again. "What if I kissed you right now?"

"I wouldn't really appreciate it, I think our first kiss should be private."

"Sure." I nodded then took in a deep breath. I must be loosing it because she was giving off all the signals - guess I should just be thankful I didn't go ahead and do it.

"Sorry Jon its just kind of heady for me to actually have a say, after the first kiss I wouldn't much care if they were in public or not."

"No I understand Robin."

"So what are we getting for dinner?"

"Fish?" I smiled handing her a menu. "Maybe I should get oysters."

Not that I actually planned on doing anything that require that extra boost, I mainly just wanted to see her reaction.

"You need the help?" I smiled.

"Nah it just turns that two minutes into three."

"OH three whole minutes."

"Hey that takes alot to be able to do that."

I leaned back against the backrest wanting nothing more than to renig on my earlier statement about only wanting our kiss to be private because damn that smile looked good enough to taste.

After dinner I grabbed the bill before she even had a chance to look at it, because I figured if her husband was that big of an ass he probably made her pay to. I was the first up from the table so while she went to the restroom I went ahead and paid, leaving the waitress a more than generous tip.

I walked out of the rest room after making sur emy dress was appropriately in place and looked at him, so handsome and so kind just standing there waiting for me, I took his hand and whispered to him, "you know I'm kicking myself right?"

"For what?"

"Should have taken that kiss earlier because damn your mouth is looking good."

"Well the offer still stands ya know."

I leaned into him, resting my head on his shoulder, "Thank you for dinner it was
fantastic."

"You're welcome baby." I answered softly.

"So now what's on your agenda."

"To take you back to my room and have my way with you." I joked with a laugh.

"Sounds possible."

"Really?"

I laughed. "Oh that got your attention huh?"

"Duh." I laughed. "What guy wouldn't pay attention to that?"

"I'm thinking a little kissing never hurt anyone."

"And you think that you'll be able stop after kissing?"

"I'm not so sure," I turned to look at him, "What are you planning there Romeo?"

"I'm not planning anything." And that was true, I had no intention of doing
anything with her at least not tonight.

"I was just asking a question."

"Well if you have no agenda I bet it'll be easy, we'll just kiss until we're both kissed out?"

"That'll take a while." We walked into the hotel just then and stepped into the elevator where luckily they were alone. "So are you okay with my room? I don't want you to feel uncomfortable or anything."

"No I'm fine with that, you've been the perfect gentleman Jon I appreciate that but I wanna see the other side of you too."

"Well I'm not one to take advantage of a lady that doesn't want the attention."

"I like attention." I smiled putting my head on his shoulder again.

"Then thats good to know." I turned my head kissing her on the temple before
stepping out of the elevator. "Because I enjoy giving that."

"That is very good information for a girl to have." I smiled already feeling my panties get damp just from the idea of playing with his sexy mouth tonight.

"It is huh?" I laughed opening up the door of my room allowing her to step in first. "Do want something to drink?"

"Maybe some water." I smiled looking around, his room was pretty identical to mine so there wasn't much to look at.

"Water it is then." I went over to the small refrigerator grabbing her a water but before handing it to her I stood in front of her. "Can I get my kiss now?"

"You actually ask for it?" I smiled looking at his lips before wetting mine.

"It's what a gentleman does right?" I brought my hand up to her face to caress her cheek as my lips inched closer to hers.

"I'm not sure." I whispered closing my eyes in anticipation.

"It is." My lips touched hers softly at first. ""You're so beautiful." I whispered against her lips.

"Jon" I moaned against his soft caress, he was so gentle it made me weak in the knees.But I also knew I needed to explain to him more what's happened. I can do that later, right now I was enjoying this.

At first the kisses were small as I backed her up over to the bed where she easily
layed down on her back. My leg was draped over hers while my hand moved over her side and my tongue was begging for entrance into her mouth.

I stopped him for just a second, "Jon?"

"Yeah?"

"He never hurt me sexually, you don't have to be scared of flashbacks or anything, I like what you're doing." Full disclosure my motto was either going to help or hurt me and this was the time to find out.

"I'll keep that in mind beautiful." I smiled moving a strand of her her away from her eyes.

I reached up and ran my hand into his hair too, touching my lips against his again.

Throughout the kiss I moved my hand over her body wanting to feel her skin undermine but instead I dealt with the dress.

My mouth opened slightly every time I felt his hand touch my skin, finally taking his tongue into my mouth I moaned at the pleasure.

As soon as I heard that I took her words to heart. My hand traveled down her side until I reached the hem of her dress, that’s when my hand moved about an inch under it. "This okay?" A moan escaped my lips as I teased her inner thigh with my fingers.

"above the waist ok Jon?" I whispered.

"Sure baby." I moved my leg over hers a little more just so that she could feel exactly what she was doing to me. My hand went back up to her side then brushed up against her breast.

I wiggled under him and goose pimples covered my skin, "I like that."

"You like what?" I smiled tilting my head to nibble on her neck.

"you touching me." I smiled and reached to kiss his temple.

While I kissed her neck, my left hand moved over her hips and stomach before going to her breast which I cupped in my hand.

With horror I actually purred when he touched me like that. My eyes shot open and then I laughed. "I guess that feels even better."

"Just think how good it will feel when-." I moaned sucking on her neck then her collar bone. "When I tease those nipples with my tongue."

"OH God Jon you're a tease." I wiggled around under him and then moved his head up to me so I could kiss him deeply.

All I could think right now was how good her lips tasted. I could still taste the chocolate fudge cake she'd had for dessert. Damn I'll never look at chocolate the same way again.

I inhaled deeply taking in the scent, his cologne was intoxicating.

During the kiss I brought my fingers up to the button on her dress undoing the first one just to see her reaction.

I inhaled again, expanding my lungs so that opened my chest even more to him, I had no issues with his hands on my skin they were setting me on fire

She didn't smack me, that's a good sign. I smiled undoing the next two buttons which allowed my hand to slide over her breast.

"Oh God Jon" I moaned pulling him down to kiss me even deeper.

The feeling this woman was giving me almost sent me over the edge. I bent my leg so that thigh was up against her center. If I could send her into an orgasm just by this then maybe I could prove my point of what a good lover I am.

"Have I told you lately you're a tease?" I smirked.

"I try."

I reached down and started pulling at his shirt in the back, to get it out of his pants. I just needed to feel his skin.

"Need some help beautiful?" I sucked on her bottom lip while moving enough to allow her to remove my shirt if she wanted to.

"Yes dang it. I want your shirt off."

"And what my woman wants she gets." I laughed sitting up long enough to take off the shirt and toss it to the side. "Better now?"

My eyes widened and my face couldn't possibly hide my appreciation. "Damn, oh yeah I'm better, come here." I pulled him back down to me play with his chest.

"You're eager." I smiled letting my body rest partially on hers. "I could get used to that."

"I can try to deny my excitement if you want me to."

"No don't - I like it."

"Do you?"

"Yeah I haven't had that recently. It's nice to know that you're wanted." I bent my head down to her chest where I kissed the top portion of her exposed breast.

"I'll give you a long time to quit that." I smiled running my hand down over his back.

I only answered by moving my hand back down over her hip and legs while my lips caressed her gently.

I smiled inside as I relaxed into the kiss, he was being so great, staying above
the waist except for that evil knee which was feeling way to good.

A moan escaped my lips as I unbuttoned one more button on her dress. That one allowed me to slide my hand inside her bra or at least that’s why I expected. But what I felt was my hand in between her soft skin and the silk lining of her dress. I massaged her breast briefly before my lips moved back down making a small trail of kisses to her nipple which was instantly taken into my mouth

I arched under his tease, letting his mouth get up close and personal with me. "So sexy."

"I know you are." I started moving my leg against her center hoping to rub up against her in just the right way while continued to tease both her breasts, massaging one while kissing and sucking the other.

"Hey tease I need your mouth up here." I told him trying to get him to move his mouth up for a kiss.

"What are you gonna do with it?" I smirked just inches away from her lips.

I pulled him down for a kiss, running my tongue over his lips.

"You know I think I could get used to this."

I let the kiss deepen for just a few moments, "You think?"

"Pretty sure." I answered moving my body ontop of hers then kissed her once again. "Could you?"

I looked up at him wanting him there and feeling a little scared that he was there. "I think so."

"How about now?" I whispered taking her earlobe into my mouth and moved my hips just slightly to get more comfortable.

My body shuddered, he felt so good but damn if he wanted something I wouldn't be able to resist him.

When she didn't answer I moved to kiss her neck. "You know we don't have to do anything you aren't ready for."

"Can we slow down a bit?"

"Yeah." I moved off to the side but still let my hand wander over her upper body while I rested on my elbow. "I don't want to force you into doing something you'll regret."

"I wouldn't really regret it babe, thats the main problem."

"I don't think I quite understand."

"I want to do bad things to you, I want to get naked with you but I shouldn't, we
shouldn't. Its too soon and right after we have sex you'd be gone."

"And what makes you think that?" I couldn't deny the fact that it was to soon but why she made that comment I wasn't sure.

"Its just a fact Jon, we've known each other what 2 1/2 days."

"But why would I be gone?"

"because I'm not from your world Jon, I'm a nobody girl and its fun while it lasts
but that's it."

"My ex wife happened to be the girl next door type and we lasted more than a week."

"But I'm not your ex Jon, I'm Robin, I'm different." She kissed him softly.

"You're right you are different." I stretched out onto my back then let her rest her head on my shoulder. "You're here with me."

"Only because you have no other option, she's not here."

"And she wouldn't be even if I wanted her to Robin."

"But does that mean you want me here or am I just a spacefiller."

"You wouldn't be here if I didn't want you to be." I kissed the top of her head while my fingers caressed her forearm. "I know we've only known each other is 2 1/2 days but I really do like you Robin."

"I like you too Jon, I want you around Jon and I don't want you to run away because you want sex, I'd rather we get to know each other more."

"And I agree with that."

I rolled over onto my side to face her with a smile. "And besides that you know me from the old days. You know when I had hair that would fill up this room."

"Yes but then you were jackass." I told him softly.

"But a cute jackass." I laughed.

"No back then, not so much, I'm not fond of what we call your puppy years."

"Yeah I'm not either but it happened."

"So can we keep kissing."

"For the record you never have to ask me that."

I laughed, "So you're easy."

"When it comes to kissing a beautiful woman yes."

"Um I like that." I reach over and kiss him.

"And I like this." I continued kissing her then moved back to my back but this
time motioned her over ontop of me.

I played with his chest a little before moving on top of him, "Talk to me Jon why do you like us on top of one another so much?" I then reached out and licked his nipple.

"The view." I smirked pulling at the top of her dress exposing more of her chest.

"So you're a visual kind of guy?"

"Very much so."

I looked at him and honestly needed him to answer this, "What can I do to
encourage that? I want you to get what you want from this so is there something I can do?"

"You're doin' fine so far. Especially the no bra thing."

"But Jon, see that's the kind of answer that'll cause me to get insecure. I'm the type of woman that likes to please her man. I really really do want him to want to be with me so if there's something I can do to make sure of that I need to know."

"Well I do like lingerie." Me fingers snaked under the hem of her dress.

"Teddies, corsets and garters or just fancy bras and panties?"

Dot never asked me what I wanted so this is definitely a refreshing change. "All of the above." I smiled. "As long as I get whats underneath at the end of the night that's all that matters."

"Do you also like to buy it or do you not want a choice in it?" I asked while sliding over on top of him finally now that's hes talking to me.

"I've been known to buy a few pieces when I'm out on the road." I looked at her
then laughed. "Umm not for me but for Dot - she never appreciated it though."

"I would. I think it'd be fun to be that woman you open up to and express that with. Home really should be a place where its safe to be who you are at all times." I reach down and kiss his neck, the dress is wide open at this point so he gets quite the view for a second.

I moaned at the feeling of her lips touching my bare skin. It'd been to damn long to have not felt that sensation.

"Oh I found a pleasure point?"

"You'll find more baby."

"Feel like giving me any hints."

"Don't you think it'd be more fun if you found them?" I smirked.

I laughed because it was just fun to be with him, there was no stress, "Tonight or another night?"

"Well I had wine at dinner so I'm good for a few hours."

"I don't understand?" I looked at him confused.

"I get a little 'happy' when I drink."

I nodded, "good to know. Does happy go with fiesty?"

"Hell yeah it does!"

I reach down and kiss his neck again, "This is good to know."

"You're gonna give me wine every night aren't you?" I laughed.

I nibbled on his neck, "possible." If only he could see my smirk.

"Damn baby, I like that."

"The nibble or something else?"

"Those sexy lips on my neck."

"So someone I know likes his neck licked, sucked, nibbled."

"He also likes having a hot woman straddle him especially when he can see boobs."

I sit up and put my hands on his shoulders so he's somewhat pinned down but because I'm leaning forward my dress is open enough he can see all he wants.

"You're pretty easy Jonny?"

"I've heard that before."

"You are definitely easy." I reached down and kissed him again. "My dress is falling off, I wonder how that's happening?"

"Don't know." While I answered i pushed the strap down over her shoulder. "Damn that thing is literally sliding off of you."

"How'd that happen Jonny?" I asked again as the dress bunched up around my waist leaving my breasts bare to his view.

"Gust of wind?" I smiled raising up my hands to fondle both breasts.

"Hot air coming from you I imagine"

"Hey now, that's not nice young lady." I sat up in the bed then put my hands on her mid back pulling her tight for a kiss.

"Oh thats so sexy." I moaned again.

"Holding you like this?" I caressed her back gently as i kissed her neck.

I purred again and then laughed. "I did it again."

"I think I'll call you kitten." I joked.

I smile at him, secretly I'd like the nickname but of course I can't tell him that
its against the girl code. "How about you kiss me?"

I pulled her hips close to mine while my mouth covered hers in a deep kiss. Damn if I wasn't playing the part of gentlemen I'd take her right now.

After a few more minutes of kisses I stopped and looked at him, "So I'm thinking I should go."

"Did I do something?"

"No not at all but I just have to make you want to see me tomorrow and if my lips
are all puffy then I won't look cute."

"Yeah but see what you don't realize is that I know that I caused that so I'll think it's sexy."

"Is that how you are."

"Yeah just like when Dot was pregnant." I smiled. "I put that baby there so I thought she was damn sexy even though she didn't feel like she was."

"You're quite the dork, but cute." I sat up and started buttoning my dress.

"You sure you can't stay with me?" I looked up at her with puppy dog eyes as she
buttoned up her dress.

Normally women couldn't resist me when I did that and was hoping she would be the
same way.

"Not tonight sweetie maybe another night."

"I'm gonna hold you to that."

"Ok sexy. I had fun tonight." I said as I stood up and buttoned the last buttons.

"At least let me walk you to your room." I reached over for my shirt slipping it on as I got off the bed.

"you're good at that gentleman thing."

"I've had alot of practice." I smiled reaching down for her hand. "I really
enjoyed tonight Robin - maybe we could do that again?"

"Everything but the shell museum I think we've seen everything it has to offer." I joked. It really was nothing to write home about.

"Yeah that wasn't all that thrilling."

"Hey you gotta admit that 2 foot shell was quite shocking." I smiled enjoying holding his hand.

"Yeah it reminded me of something else." I smirked.

I looked over to him like he had 3 heads as we got to my room. "Reminded you of what?" I asked with a smile.

"You'll find out later."

Laughing I asked him, "Did you want to come in for a while?"

"Sure - umm I mean yeah if you want me to."

"Well I've gotta find out what the shell is supposed to remind me of. Let me change into my pajamas and you can tell me a bedtime story." leaving him with that
I walked over to the dresser getting my nightshirt out I went into the bathroom brushing my teeth and getting my hair in a ponytail I changed and returned to Jon.
"Ok ready for bed."

"Don't you look cute."

"Gotta be cute when you go to bed you never know who you'll meet in your dreams." I crawl into bed and pat a spot next to me. "Wanna tell me that bedtime story now."

"You mean the one about the guy who had a broken heart until he met this beautiful woman on the beach."

"Oh that one sounds interesting too, does that correlate to the shell?" I smiled.

"Yeah sure, we can say that." I smiled sitting down beside her.

"Ok well then please tell I like stories." I reach up and kiss him and then lay down again, "And if I forget to say so later, thank you for tonight, I had a great time."

"I think we should definitely do that again."

"uh huh, so how's the story go?"

The next day I woke up in the bed alone like I had the past few months but there was something different. There was a woman right down the hall that I'd had an amazing time with the previous night. But unfortunately she had things to do for the majority of the day so I did what I could do best - I went to the beach and layed out in the sun.

I decided I needed a day to compose myself away from Jon's sexiness. His kisses were point blank intoxicating and his fingers, damn they could easily make me do anything he wanted. So I took the day to jump in my rental car and just bum around the area. I ended up driving over Causeway Blvd Bridge to Punta Russa. Not that there was a whole lot to see but it was very pretty and gave me the time away I needed to get get my thoughts together and decide what I wanted. Of course I stopped and picked up a few odds and ends and ended up returning back to the resort about 2pm. Punta Russa had nothing to offer really, not that I saw anyway. They had an amazing huge resort on the Gulf but no beach; it seemed to be all rocks because I'm assuming it was just a glutton for punishment with the hurricanes. Once I found my way back to my room I put my purchases where they belonged of course one of the purchases being condoms, some went in the drawer by the bed and some in my purse that I'd have with me tonight.

After lounging around on the beach for almost seven hours it was time to go back inside and get ready for my date with Robing. I couldn't help but smile just thinking about going out with her again and of course kissing those lips. Damn she was a good kisser, a guy could get used to that. I took a quick shower once back inside and since we were going out to dinner I had to dress to impress.

Lucky for me I'd packed a couple pair of dress pants and shirts to match incase I would have ended up going somewhere nice - not with anyone but by myself. I stood in front of the mirror buttoning up my dress shirt and thinking about the tie.

"Should I or shouldn't I?"

I picked up my phone about 20 minutes before he was to be there and asked the operator to connect me to his room.

"Hello?"

"Hey Jon its Robin."

"Oh hey." I smiled taking a seat on the edge of the bed. "How was your day of doing whatever it was you did?"

"I'll tell you all about it when I see you I just need to know how formal of a place are you taking me to?"

"Well I'm thinkin of wearing a tie so what does that tell you?" I laughed.

"tells me I need to make a clothing choice quick. I don't think my bra and panties will suffice."

"That works for me baby." I smirked at the vision from last night.

"Nice I'll see you in a few minutes babe."

"Yeah I'll be over in few."

I quickly hung up and moved around the room to get dressed.I found the best lingerie because the bra pushed my boobs up just enough to give me some very sassy cleavage, should be fun for later. Then i walked over to the closest area grabbing the dress I bought today while I was out.

After completing the outfit with a matching jacket I grabbed the roses that I'd had delivered earlier. I wanted to make this night special for her and nothing says that more than a dozen roses. Walking just a few doors down the hall I knocked on her door.