Chapter 8

Just as I hung up the phone, Robin walked back into the room. "You all ready for bed?"

"Yep, are you gonna go brush your teeth? I'm thinking those pearly whites don't stay that white by themselves."

"And you would be right." I smiled going into the bathroom to take care of the rest of my nightly needs before going back out to get into the bed.

I let him get settled before I turned over and cuddled up to him. "So how is Stephanie."

"She's good, just been coloring like crazy. She told me her new favorite color was blue but I found out why." I smiled running my fingers over her hand. "Dot said they had been coloring blue because it was the color of my eyes."

"Awe she sounds like a little angel."

"She is the sweetest little rugrat I've ever met."

"Sounds like it." I smiled and then leaned my head away from Jon to stretch my neck out.

"I love that little girl more than anything."

"She sounds quite adorable." I stretched my neck in the other direction.

"That's her." I pointed over to a picture of her second birthday party that showed her sitting on my lap while she played with her stuffed Elmo she'd gotten.

"Awe what a cutie."

"Yeah she looks like her daddy." I joked.

"That's what I see, especially the eyes."

"And not to mention she can sweet talk her way out of anything, especially me."

"And she's only 2 and she knows that." I roll over back into his arms.

"that's the same thing Dot said." I laughed putting my arm around her body, letting my hand rest on her side. "She's got me wrapped around her pinky."

"Are you really that easy Jon?"

"Oh in alot of ways."

I wasn't quite sure if that was a positive or negative. "Good to know."

"I always try to give people exactly what they want."

"Gotcha."

"Whats got you so quiet baby?"

"Nothing Jon just listening."

"So why don't you tell me about your little girl cause I know I just rambled on about Stephanie.'"

"She's adorable too Jon, I'm just in a bad mood about it because I haven't gotten to talk to her today, he wouldn't let me said she was gone with her grandparents."

"Did you want to try to call her again?"

"NO I'm just keeping a record of all the times he won't let me talk to her."

"Well if you want to feel free and if you like I'll personally give your ex a talking to."

"That won't help me at all with him Jon but thanks."

"Then I'll beat the shit out of him when I see him." I smirked. "There’s no reason to treat your ex or anybody liked that."

"you're a whole different type of guy Jon."

"That's good right?"

Something just wasn't working for me with him tonight. "Yeah I'm assuming so."

"You know I thought we had a good thing going."

"You and Dorothea?" I asked him.

"No, me and you. But since we came over here you've been acting kind of weird."

"Well Jon for the first 20 minutes you didn't talk to me you talked to your ex wife, so I kind of felt not needed or wanted."

"I'm going to talk to her Robin, she's one of my best friends not to mention the mother of my child."

I sat up looking at him, "Do you seriously have to talk to her about our sex life?"

"You heard that?"

"Yes Jon I heard that, and I heard you tell her I faked it. Fuck if that’s the way you're
going to treat me then I'm out, I won't be made fun of or belittled or ridiculed anymore."

"I wasn't making fun of you, I was simply asking Dot if she had ever faked it with me. Unfortunately that answer was yes."

"So when I tell you all women do it you don't believe me but if she says it you do?"

"I just had to get a second opinion."

"Ok since everything I do it seems is going to be compared to her, how would she handle you getting a 2nd opinion on her sexual behavior?"

"She'd beat the crap outta me."

"So why do you think its ok with me?"

"it's not and technically I just asked her if she ever faked it I never mentioned that I thought you did."

"No actually Jon you did without saying it you did."

"Okay so maybe I did but she also told me that I was a good lover for the most part. She did remind me that I knew her body so well that I knew what it took to make her comfortable while we had sex. That’s something I didn't do for you."

"No you didn't, you treated me as you would her instead of being with me as me."

"And I'm sorry."

"Jon do you honestly think we have a chance?"

"I think we do."

"Really? Honestly Jon I don't want to play this game."

"Play what game? I really do think we'll be okay, I mean this is our first relationship outside of our marriages for a while."

"Yes but it’s not going well Jon, it’s not easy for us to be with each other, we don't talk, you talk to your ex more than me. Why'd you ask her about me faking it - what are you thinking?"

"I could tell you weren’t really into it."

"Why didn't you just ask me your questions instead of going to her."

"I’ve been going to her for 14 years it's just habit I guess."

"That habit has to end Jon if you're going to be with me. I'm sorry I'm not that secure Jon I can't have you running to your ex-wife for everything."

"But she's my best friend."

"She's your ex-wife, she's the woman that crushed your heart."

"And she's also been with me through some of the worst times in my life."

"Well then go back to her, Jon I can't and won't be third wheel, either you are with me or
your not. I can't live in her shadow or with her in our relationship."

"She's moved on so that’s obviously not an option and besides that I really like you. How
many times do I need to tell you that?'

"Actions speak must louder than words."

"So do you want sex again to show you how much I care about you?"

"huh?" I asked him confused.

"You just said actions speak louder than words - sex is an action."

"Yes it is, but did that work out for us so well the 1st time?"

"So practice makes perfect right?"

I run my hands up to my face rubbing my eyes, "and I'm supposed to be turned on by that?"

"No I haven't started that part yet." I smiled.

"Well that's not a way to turn me on."

"What's not a way to turn you on?"

"Being a smart ass."

"Who was being a smart ass?" Honestly I didn't know what she meant because I was far from being that, now if she wanted me to I could be though.

"We were talking and then out of the blue your like - wanna have sex? To me that’s being a smart ass cos you don't really care what we're talking about which isn't good for us as a couple."

"Well I was just asking."

I shook my head moving to get out of the bed, why in the hell would I want to even be with him.

"Come on Robin - don't go." I reached over for her hand. "Look I'm new at this whole dating thing. I probably shouldn't have called Dot earlier but that’s my first instinct - always has been."

"Well Jon I need to know the real you. I've been hurt really bad and I'm trying desperately to believe that all guys aren't egotistical, shithead, assholes, and that one of them might be worth risking my heart on but so far I'm scared to believe that about you because you're not taking what's going on between us seriously."

"You want to know the real me? I'm a guy who's been kicked out of a relationship that made
me comfortable more than anything. She never cared how much money I had or how famous I was, at the end of the day all she wanted was me. Do you know how hard it is to leave that behind and start over? I have to be careful Robin, not only do have a little girl back home to think about but I have my reputation to uphold."

"So your reputation is more important than your heart? Do you want to be alone forever Jon and just remember how it used to be when you had love in your life or do you want to try to find it."

"No I want to find love again, that's why I don't want you to leave right now - not like this."

"Well then we need to work on this because as it is, it’s not something I want to pursue."

"Then lets talk."

"So tell me what you need in a woman, now that it’s supposedly not superficial between us."

"Well I'd like to have a woman that cooks because after eating here and there out on the road a love a good home cooked meal."

"So you want home cooked meals every night?"

"Not every night but a couple times a week." I looked over at her with a smile. "You a good cook?"

"Yes I actually like to cook, I like to experiment."

"That's good to know baby." Once she moved back over beside me I rested on my side letting my fingers move over hip. "Another thing I need in a woman is security of knowing she'll be there when I get back home."

"That’s hard Jon, if I'm going to wait around for you then I have to know you're exclusively mine and that you're worth waiting for."

"I can guarantee that I'm worth waiting for and even though I've only known you a couple of days I think you are too."

"But do you know how to be exclusive Jon. I don't share, I can't anymore I refuse to even consider the idea of ANY possibility of sharing at all."

"I'm done with that part of my life."

"I mean AT ALL Jon, he screwed around on me all the time, I had to get so many disgusting exams and he gave me an std once I won't have that again. No kissing, no oral with anyone else no fingering anyone else - I'm your only sexual partner of any kind."

"No kissing?"

"No I don't want herpes."

I stopped instantly replaying her words in my mind. "You've had an std?"

"Yes my ex husband gave it to me."

"But you don't have it now right?" Instantly I regretted being with her. What the fuck was I thinking? That should have been the first thing I asked her.

"No I had chlamydia but I took antibiotics and it’s cured. I wouldn't have had sex with you if that wasn't the case Jon, I'm not that cruel."

"I should've asked first though."

"We didn't exactly talk much."

"I know and normally that's not how I act, I can promise you that. I'm really a nice guy that usually wears his heart on his sleeve."

I laid back on the bed resting my head against his chest. "It’s gonna be hard for us. Both of us have been burned, one of us hates the person that did it with a passion and one hates the person a little and still loves the person, it’s gonna be hard."

"If we do continue and I really hope we do, will you be okay if I still talk to Dot sometimes? Not about us but, well like I said earlier she's my best friend so I can talk to her about anything. I hope to be able to do that with you one day."

"About your daughter I have no issues with you talking with her, but why would you talk to her about stuff you wouldn't talk to me about, how can we build a relationship together with her in the middle?"

"I guess because we've pretty much grown up together and she literally knows everything about me."

"Well how am I supposed to know you if you're always talking to her?"

"It's not like I'll leave you out Robin, I just need to ween myself away from her I guess. She's been my rock for a long damn time."

"I get that Jon, and I'm not trying to make you choose - ok maybe a little. I just have a real desire to be my man's everything, if I can't have all of you and that's the talking part and the cuddling part, and the sex part, and the dad part, its all you Jon and if you keep parts of yourself for her I guess that's a way of saying I'm not over her yet so I'm not going to walk away from her for you Robin."

"I'm not sure I understand baby. You'll have all of me in ways she can't."

"Well when you marry someone its for everything right?"

"Yeah I would like to think so."

"But when you divorce isn't that a divorce from everything."

"Not when you have history like I have with my ex." I answered softly knowing that wasn't the answer she wanted but it was true. Dot was and always would be my best friend.

Maybe its me that doesn't get it. "Maybe I just don't get it then Jon. Because she was your everything, she was your perfect angel, she was baby right? And then she signed a piece of paper, broke your heart and walked away. How can you forgive that and still be her friend?"

"Because deep down I knew that it would make her happy again. I don't like admitting that but I knew that she wanted out even before she brought it up. All I ever wanted was for her to be happy and have the life she wanted and deserved."

"But don't you deserve to be happy too, I can't understand that, when I made the commitment and it ended I figured the whole relationship ended, I can't keep him in my life - now this is assuming I had a good marriage - if he shattered my world and took away my right to believe in forever I'd be so pissed I wouldn't be able to tell him I was scared about getting a saggy butt. You know?"

"Yeah I understand your point but to be honest, knowing that she's happy now makes me happy."

"Ok." I said softly. I didn't get it but it seemed he was dead set on keeping Dot in his life.

"You'll like her when you meet her."

"I don't think so Jon, I don't like people that go back on their promises."

"Just so you know she didn't do anything wrong in our relationship, it was me. I was the one that screwed up everything."

"That's bullshit Jon. I don't buy that, and if we're in a relationship there's never anything that will happen in our relationship that is one sided. If I cheated on you it wouldn't be all on me - there'd be a reason I chose to go outside the relationship."

"But you don't understand that she was always home alone with our daughter while I was out partying till the early morning. Did I think of that at the time? Obviously not because I'm now divorced."

"And did you force her to stay home?"

"No she chose to but that's only because her sister was sick at the time so it's not like she didn't want to."

"But Jon that's something she chose. For whatever reason she chose to not be with her husband, she chose to put a strain on the relationship and then hold it against you later. I don't find it fair. I understand she had a family concern - but my point is everything in life is a chose and you didn't make hers, she did."

"I knew that if she came out she'd costantly be checking on her sister so it was probably best that she stayed home."

"is her sister better now?"

"Yeah she had a really bad case of pneumonia and was in an out of the hospital for a couple of months."

I didn't buy it, they were married for more than a couple months, it showed me he was still kind of hung up on Dot and that was a red flag to keep my eye on. "Can we turn off the light and go to bed?"

"You don't want to talk to me about anything?"

"Like what Jon? Is there something you want to talk to me about something."

"I don't know."

"Well then I guess not babe." I reached behind me and turned that light off, leaving only the one on behind Jon.

I rolled over onto my side facing her then put my arm around her, touching her back through her shirt. "Do you always wear clothes to bed?"

"Normally I have why?"

"Just curious." I looked down at my shorts then back up to her. "I usually don't but if you feel more comfortable I can."

"If you wanna get naked Jon, you can sleep however you want."

"Well I don't want you to be uncomfortable if I do."

"Jon you naked is not a bad thing. Are you more likely to get frisky if you're naked?"

"That's very possible." I laughed reaching down to undo my shorts then slid them off not even thinking that she had a full view of the goods.

"Not exactly shy are you?" I teased, what I wouldn't give to blow his mind, in all ways.

"Yeah actually I am. I've just kind of gotten used to being by myself."

"Well you're a tease but we already knew that." I smiled and cuddled to him.

"I've gotten good reviews for that ya know." I turned my head kissing her softly.

"You say so huh?"'

"I know so." I smiled moving down just enough to pull her leg over my hip while caressing her thigh.

"Are you really this touchy fee-lie or are you trying to make up for our earlier mishap."

"You wanted the real me didn't you?"

"Yes I do, so I want to know which is which."

"This is the real me." I moved just a little as I touched her lips with mine.

"This isn't so bad, the kissing parts, I like."

"The sex can and will be better baby."

"How sexual are you normally Jon?"

"You mean how many times do I do it a week?"

"Yes I guess that's a way to word it."

"Usually at least once a day, maybe two."

My eyes had to pop out of my head. "Really?" The fear of pain evident even though i tried desperately to push it down

"I like sex what can I say. So what about you?"

"I've never liked sex enough when I've been in a relationship to have sex that often. Normally once a week was sufficient for me."

"What!" My eyes widened in shock. "Oh baby I'm gonna have to change that. When you get to the point it's enjoyable I promise you that you'll want it more.""

"And how are we going to get to that point?"

"By taking it nice and slow with foreplay." I answered simply.

"You man enough to show me how that goes." I challenged. Fuck he was horny there was no hiding that so unless I wanted to lose him before I get him its time for sex again.

"Am I man enough?" I smirked. "Are you questioning my ability to turn a woman on??"

"Well I just wonder."

"Maybe I should let you wonder no more?"

I looked at him, damn he was confident. "I'm just saying." I laughed.

"I'll make a believer out of you by the end of the night." I laughed moving her onto her back
while I stayed on my side. "You see I've had a lot of practice at driving women crazy." After moving the covers back off her her, I moved my hand so that it was up her shirt toying with her stomach.

"Who let you practice and you're not allowed to say her name."

"A woman that I know."

"Oh ok as long as this isn't a completely made up idea."

Moving my head to the side I nipped at her neck while my hand made its way up her shirt, stroking her breast gently.

"Um Jon?" I wondered how receptive he is to my body.

"Yeah?"

"Foreplay, I hate to tell you includes kissing before you go for the boobs, I'm not her."

"Really?" Damn this woman was going to be hard to please. It's almost like she was resisting to get turned on.

"Yeah that much I do know and I love your mouth, its very sexy."

"I have you know I happen to like boobs though." I smiled moving to kiss her letting my tongue move over her lips.

"Boobs aren't outlawed honey but I'm more than just boobs and a pussy."

"Two of my favorite parts." I smirked.

I rolled my eyes at him, seriously is he really this blond. I could see the highlights but I didn't think they are real.

I continued to kiss her lips like she wanted but at the same time moving my hands over her well toned body.

"The little calluses on your fingers are teasing me, I like it."

"What else do you like baby?" I whispered against her lips. My finger tips teased her hips and thighs.

"That feels wonderful," I kissed him deeper.

I moaned into her mouth when my cock pressed into her thigh. Damn what I wouldn't give to show her how sex should be.

Her ex was an ass and unfortunately I acted the same way earlier - I wish I could redo that moment with her.

"Feels so good Jon," I ran my hand up his arm stopping and rubbing his biceps. "Your so strong."

I moved to kiss that spot she'd pointed out to me earlier - anything to give her that edge I would do.

I moved my head to the side and smiled, "I like that."

"I know you do sexy."

My hand moved up to his hair, running my finger over the top of his ear.

When she did that I moved my head enough to kiss her wrist but at the same time allowed her hand to stay on my cheek.

Holy shit that felt good. "Ummmm" I moaned as he touched my inner wrist, my body leaned closer.

That turns her on? If that's what it takes. I moved doing it again but this time made a trail of kisses down her forearm.

My whole body tingled. "ohh" My nails raked down his back without me even realizing it.

That felt incredibly good knowing she was enjoying herself for probably the first time in a while. "You like that baby??"

My eyes had to give me away, "Oh yeah baby that feels so good. Got anymore surprises like that?"

"Maybe." I kissed her quick before moving down to the bottom where I started kissing her ankle, then slowly made my way up to her knee then thigh.

When he hit my thigh I pushed his head back down to my knee, that felt amazing.

My fingers teased her leg while I kissed every inch of her knee.

He hit one spot that made me tingle all over again, "God JON!"

"Feel good?" I smiled to myself knowing shes happy in more ways than one.

"Um huh" I moaned pulling him up for more kisses.

Throughout the kiss I roamed every inch of her body until I made my way down to her inner thigh. I wasn't going any farther until she said okay - I made that mistake earlier by rushing her.

I moved my arm again letting my wrist get near his mouth. "Jon thats so amazing." I wanted and needed him to understand he needed to push me well over the edge of joy before I'd trust him again, I needed to know he could and would bring me there.

The hand that was on her thigh reached up for her hand pulling her wrist closer while I kissed it then ran my teeth over it.

My whole body reacted to that, my nipples poked through my t-shirt and I inhaled sharply. "Damn baby."

I saw her reaction through the corner of my eye and wondered how such a simple touch could make her react that way. But if that's what it took to get her turned on I'm sure I could have her on edge in just a few minutes.

"Jon, damn baby."

"Problem?" I teased her wrist with my tongue before moving to take one of her fingers into my mouth.

I arched my back again arching my chest towards him. "Jonny."

Taking her finger away from my mouth only for a brief second I asked "Need something beautiful?" But before she could answer I started suck on her finger again.

"I need a kiss."

"That I can do." I rolled over partially on her then started teasing her lips with my tongue. I just relaxed under his touch, he had to know he's on the right track finally, my body had no fight I was gumby under him.

"I think we need to take this shirt of baby." I whispered against her lips, lifting up her shirt with my fingers.

I lifted my arms up allowing him to remove my shirt easily.

When I saw her bare chest my dick got even harder than it had been. She was more than well endowed which I loved. And from what I could tell, it was all real.

I stretched my shoulders down towards the bed to relax even more and show my breasts to him more. What I wouldn't give to continue this feeling for the next 3 hours. "Love this."

"You're beautiful you know that?" I smiled glancing down at her partially naked body, the only thing she had on was her panties.

"Thank you, but I have needs Jonny." I moved around quickly flipping him onto his back and bouncing over to straddle him, that of course let him see quite easily that my breast are real.

"Damn what a view."

"Glad you like it, but I gotta try something." I smiled moving my body down slowly until I could lick his nipples, and then I moved even lower and licked his abs to see how that affected him, my curiosity was getting the better of me.

The moan that came from deep inside my throat filled the room as my stomach muscle contracted with every touch of hers.

"OH so you like that?" I smirked as I moved lower and moved over to his hip bone, I of course had to manhandle his dick and put it between my breasts so I wouldn't hurt him while I nibbled on his hip bone.

"Robin." I moaned reaching back for a pillow to prop myself up to watch her.

I looked up at him with a grin wishing like hell he'd let me give him head because my mouth was watering knowing how much pleasure I could give him. I licked his hip and nibbled again.

"Can I take you up on your offer from earlier?" Normally I wouldn't do this with somebody I like but damn she was almost to irresistible.

I looked up at him with lust from his earlier nibbling on my wrist. "Which offer baby?"

"Show me how good you are at giving head." I answered breathlessly wondering if I'd be able
to make it all the way through it before taking her again.

The smile covered my face and my eyes lit up, "Really?"

"Yeah baby, I wanna feel your lips all over me."

"Yummy." I smirked and opened my mouth wide, moving over and taking his cock 3 inches into my mouth.

"Fuck me!" I groaned watching her mouth and tongue tease my body like nobody ever had.

"Ym" I moaned trying desperately to not completely drive him insane instantly. I wanted this to continue, so I ran my fingers over his hip and then moved my left hand up towards his mouth to see if he'd play with my wrist again, my mouth watered down over his cock while I swallowed more around him.

My fingers moved over her wrist just as gently as her mouth covered my dick.

My whole body hummed at him touching my wrist and I angled my head foward more and moved him deeper into my mouth, here I was less than a minute into the blow job I had his entire cock down my throat with my lips at his balls. I swallowed making the suction on him tighter and my eyes rolled into the back of my head as that caused the best orgasm for me. Pleasing him, teasing him like this was so intense.

"Damn baby I need you."

I look up at him with the biggest, happiest grin evident in my eyes.

I motioned for her to move back up to me because to be honest I couldn't take much more.

I let his completely hard cock slide out of my mouth, crawling up his body, "Yes babe?"
"You know when you told me you were good at that you weren't kidding."

"I really like it Jon." I smiled at him and then kissed his neck, "Will you kiss me after I do that or do you want me to brush my teeth first?"

"Would it turn you on even more If I did?"

"Yes it would show me you enjoyed it too."

I smiled running my hand over cheek to pull her down towards me. It was then I opened my mouth to kiss her passionately.

My whole body tingled, after the kiss I couldn't hold back I just had to have him. I reached down and took my panties off. "Jon I want you."

"You sure baby."

"Feel for yourself, a few fingers deep inside me will feel great."

"You think so?" I smirked sliding my hand down her stomach and to her wetness where I inserted one finger at first. Damn she would be so easy to be with right now.

"Damn you feel good, baby I want you."

I slid another finger deep inside making sure she would be ready for me when the time came.

"God Jon that feels so good. Can I suck on you more?" I teased knowing he'd love head now cos he knows I'm damn good at it.

"Later baby." I smiled. "Definitely later."

"Oh honey anytime, got condoms?"

Knowing I didn't I was kicking myself in the ass. "I'll go back to your room and get a few."

"Find my purse I grabbed some."

"Right, I'll do that if I can walk." I laughed sitting up in the bed finally spotting her purse over in the chair across the room.

Of course I walked over completely naked giving her a full view then crawled back on the bed with her purse, handing it to her.

"Damn you look so inviting." I smiled getting the condoms out of my purse before dropping the purse on the floor before handing him the condoms.

"So do you beautiful." Taking the condom I rolled it down my stiff cock then laid down on my side and pulled her leg over my hip like before.

This time there wasn't anything scared in me about this, I knew my body was completely wet and ready for him.

"Have you been pleased like this before?"

"Like what?" I asked a bit confused still running my hands on his chest.

"When you made love to a guy. Have you ever had pleasure from that."

"Once or twice, thats definately not the norm."

"It will be now." I told her while moving her onto her back. My lips instantly caressed her neck while the rest of my body was even with hers. I rested comfortably in between her legs ready for whenever she was.

"Oh baby, you feel so good." I knew he wanted sex soon, "I'm so wet for you."

I inched up closer sliding my manhood into her more than willing body. She was as tight as before but something else was different, she felt incredibly relaxed this time.

"Oh Jon" I moaned and opened my legs more, not in pain for once."

"You feel so good." I moaned against her neck before giving her another kiss.

I had my hands up running on his shoulders, up into his hair. "Damn Jon" I opened my legs just a little more finally his hips would fit comfortably.

"You okay baby?"

"Yes I am, it feels good for a change Jon, you slide in so easy"

I started moving my hips in rhythm with my tongue that was dancing with hers.

I moved my head long enough to moan, "JON" I squeezed around him.

"Damn that feels so good!" I groaned slipping my forearms under her shoulders to push even deeper.

I whimpered and squeezed more, "Jon damn so good"

I bent my head down to suck on her collar bone while I reached down with my hand moving her leg up and across my back.

I was jelly, this felt amazing, for the first time in way to many years sex felt great. I wrapped both legs around his back before moving my wrist closer to his mouth.

This position somehow added just a little more pressure making the vein in my cock throb
intensely. "Baby." I whispered moving faster and deeper.

"OH God JON!" I screamed as he hit the perfect spot inside me, no faking it this time my body exploded under him.

When I felt her contract around me I knew that she'd just been pleased but as I promised I reached down between us stroking her clit. I told her two minutes and damn I'm gonna make that happen.

"OH GOD JON" I panted and squeezed my pussy as tight as I could, I couldn't possibly handle any more.

That last time she tightened I came even though I was trying to hold back. My hips pounded into her body all while pushing down on her clit rubbing my finger in a circular motion.

"FUCK JON!"

Finally after not being able to take anymore myslef, I collapsed on top of her panting trying to catch my breath. That was the most intense sex I'd had in a while.

"OH damn that felt good." I kissed him and then reached down and wrapped my hand around his cock holding the condom in place.

"I would move but I don't think I can." I mumbled into her neck. Truth was I was pretty much numb from the waist down right now.

"Well then I'll move we have to get rid of the condom."

"Okay baby."

I moved us so he was on the bottom and then pulled myself off his cock, slowly I took the condom off him and tied it before putting it in the waste basket.

"Thank I don't think I could've done that yet."

"It'd be nice to be in that type of relationship again where condoms weren't necessary."

"Maybe we will be sexy."

"You putting a ring on my finger?"

"You never know about me."

I curled into his chest. "So it kind of sucks that the only time I've ever not used a condom was with the guy that hurt me."

"That'll be different with me." I ran my fingers through her hair while we talked. "What you got a few minutes ago is what you'd get every night if you were my wife."

"Including the orgasm before you fucked me?"

"Absolutely baby."

"And the wrist thing?" I smiled hoping he'd remember that forever.

"You liked that didn't you."

"Oh Hell Yeah"

"I'll try to think of other things while I regain feeling below my waist."

"So does this mean you'll allow me to give you head when I want?"

"without a question Robin."

I immediately cuddled super tight to him and kissed his chest, "you're not going to regret that."

"Oh I could tell that tonight. You're damn good at it."

"Honestly you're kind of the perfect size for me to deep throat."

"Ive never had anybody do that before."

"no one? What did the groupies do just suck the tip to say they've sucked your cock?"

"Basically, I mean it's not like I wanted a relationship or anything. It was more like go ahead and blow me so I can get off then you can be on your way."

"True if it was just a means to the end I guess it didn't matter how much they enjoyed it - they got what they wanted by being able to brag."

"Oh there was none of that."

"What did they have to sign a confidentiality agreement before sucking you?"

"We didn't have random girls, we knew them from the particular area we happened to be in so it's not like it was about bragging rights.

"God I can't even think to be ok with that. I can't believe it was allowed in your marriage."

"That's all that was allowed, actually having sex was off limits. Not to mention I only
wanted to be with my wife in that way."

"I don't share Jon, have I told you that?"

"Yeah a couple of times."