Chapter 6

I opened the door with this deep teal long flowing one shoulder dress. Two inch heals didn't make me tower over him but the length of the dress demanded some small heal. "Hi Jon."

"Wow." This was gonna be a long night. "You look incredible."

"Thanks Jon so do you, you look very sexy."

"Yeah well." I smirked handing her the roses. "A guy has to look good if he's standing beside you."

"You look amazing." I smiled and took the flowers and set them inside luckily he had the roses in a vase already.

After she sat the roses down I couldn't help but pull her in for a kiss. I'd wanted those lips against mine all day.

"OH thats sexy." I smirked.

"Damn I hope I get a little more of that later."

"You just might." I smirk at him. "If your entertaining enough tonight you might just get a suprise."

"Oh really? What kind of surprise are we talking about?"

"Something pink, thats all you get." I slid my hand into his.

"Pink huh?" I smiled walking over towards the door. "I hope this restaurant has some good food because I'm starved."

"Me to I had Subway but that was it."

"You did better than me. I stayed out on the beach all damn day."

"But yet you're not the least bit red, how'd you manage that?"

"You should see my back, I look like a lobster."

"Oh no did you want me to rub lotion on you tonight?"

"You know I won't have a complaint about that right?"

"I know you wouldn't."

"Well you are really good with your hands so I think i'll let you do that."

"You'll let me huh?"

"Yeah maybe even twice if you're lucky."

"Wow your generous." I laughed.

"Yeah well I'm a nice guy what can I say!"

"I bet a lot." I teased.

I reached over and kissed his cheek before we got out of the elevator. "Thank you for tonight in case I forget."

"And why would you forget?"

"you might distract me"

"Me?" I pointed to myself. "Surely you can't be talking about innocent me."

I let go of his hand and stepped away to the farthest corner of the elevator.

"What did I say?"

"I'm just trying to get away from the lightning that's about to strike you down." I joked.

"You're a funny lady." I laughed leaning up against the railing as went down to the first floor.

"Hey I'm just saying." I laughed and then walked over leaning up against him.

"So what else does the beautiful lady want to do tonight?"

"I picked up a dvd while on my travels today we can go to my room and watch that and cuddle."

"Cuddle huh?" I wrapped my arms around her pulling her to me for a kiss. "And a little of that I hope."

"Just a little." I smirk.

Just then the elevator opened up and we stepped out unnoticed. "So what movie did you get? It's not a chick flick is it?"

"Um I actually got 2 I'll let you pick when we get there because I can't remember names."

"Are they dirty ones?"

"No I'm innocent Jon."

"Right." I laughed. "I'll take that as a maybe."

"Jon that's not nice, I think by not sleeping with you I showed you I'm innocent last night."

"You showed stubbornness." I joked.

"I could do it again tonight if you are bad." I teased looking over at the menu.

"God everything looks so good"

"No please don't baby. I can;t get rejected two nights in a row."

"Oh so you need sex that bad?" I whispered.

"I meant cuddling but if you want to give me that I'm up for it."

"Oh I think I cuddled with you a few minutes last night."

"Yeah I'm greedy." I smiled. "I wanted more."

"Like what did you want?" I asked as the waitress came up to take our orders. She walked away and I looked to Jon for an answer.

"I just wanted to lay there in bed with you all night, nothing more that what we were already doing."

"Are you saying you wouldn't have tried for more?"

"That's exactly what I'm saying. I was just having a really good time last night and I guess I just wanted to feel loved for a little while."

I had to look at him for this one, "I know what your saying, it felt good to be touched and tormented just a little." I smiled.

"Then why didn't you stay?"

"Because that would have made me easy."

"Why? I wouldn't have tried anything."

I reached over and touched his hand, "I didn't know that."

"Well now you know." I looked into her eyes as I held her hand. "I'd never do anything that would make you uncomfortable."

"Well the problem I have is that the entire idea of being with you is more exciting then uncomfortable."

"How about this - when you're ready you tell me."

"That was like 2 days ago I think." I answered him honestly.

"But we just met 2 days ago." I laughed softly.

"I know that's why its bad."

"Well if we're being honest - I wanted you last night."

"I hope so." I smiled at him as our food arrived. It seemed that we had no problem whatsoever talking and finding common ground on the simple things, I just feared if we started talking about the touchy topics we'd be way off base. I sat back in my chair with my glass of wine and smiled at him as he signed an autograph, some girl came over and very quietly asked him.

"Sorry about that." Looking down at my plate I started pushing the food around with my fork. "I was hoping nobody would recognize me."

"Its kind of hard Jon, you're like world famous."

"I wish people would forget sometimes."

"I really hope they don't, I'd never want to forget, some of your songs have
really given me something to enjoy in some very dark times."

"Can we not talk about my job?"

"Fine, what do you want to do then?"

"I didn't mean anything by that it's just that music is the reason my family split."

"I'm hoping someday you see it wasn't the music's fault it was just life. Not everything works out the way we want."

"But sometimes we find something we didn't expect."

"Exactly, now I find we should go, this dinner conversation has changed."

"Huh??" Looking at her like she had three heads I asked "Did I do something?"

"You just got so quiet and sullen after the fan came by." I smiled and stood up to leave.

"No baby sit back down." I looked up at her motioning her to the seat. "Please?"
I obeyed.

"I'm sorry okay - I umm, I just got caught off guard."

"I understand that Jon. I guess you don't realize how much your tone changes in an instant, its rather disconcerting."

"Thats because I just don't want to be reminded of being famous right now, I just want to be Jon from New Jersey."

"Well then lets get out of here so you can just be Jon again. I think I like him better."

"I think I might be offended." I laughed standing up from the table leaving the money along with a hefty tip. "Any particular place you wanna go?"

"Walk on the beach or my room its up to you."

"Your room if that's okay? I don't want to chance somebody else seeing me today - I'm not in the mood?"

"I see that. Come on." I let my hand find his as the elevator door opened.

"I know you're gonna find this hard to believe but I'm really a shy guy when it comes to fans."

"I find that impossible to believe actually, how can you have a shred of shy left after the 80's"

"Yeah well I guess I've just grown up since then."

"Good then lets keep you in the grown up world."

I lead the way to my room, not sure after dinner if what I thought I wanted earlier was what I still wanted with him. After opening the door I stepped to the left, "Come on in."

I instantly put my arms around her once the door was closed. "I'm really sorry about screwing up our date."

"you didn't actually screw up our date Jon it just shocked me thats all."

"I just get uneasy when people start to recognize me. You know most people like the attention but after this many years of it, I just want to be normal."

"But didn't you want to be a world famous rock star?"

"I did when I first started but now it's just getting annoying. Don't get me wrong -" I took her hand into mine walking over to the couch to take a seat. "I love the fact that people appreciate what I do, I just wish they'd let me be when I'm out with somebody."

"Well they all know you're divorced so they don't know you're actually dating anyone so they could think I was a business associate."

"Yeah but still -"

"But still what Jon? You wanted to be famous and you got your wish, now you want to drop all of that and go back to being a no one. Jon you've conquered the world, deal with it."

"Easier said than done baby."

"Well then I guess we'll have to work on that."

"Maybe you can help me with that."

"I can try, so here are the two movies, which would you like?" I handed him True Lies and Legends of the Fall.

"True lies - Legends of the fall is a chick movie."

"True lies is a boy movie." I laughed

"Yeah, well it does have action in it."

"And Jamie Lee Curtis."

"Really?" I smiled. "I had no clue."

"You liar."

"Hey she is much nicer to look at than brad pitt."

"According to you." I laughed. "So True Lies it is."

I walked over to the dvd player and put the movie in, "I think thats your clue to get on the bed."

"Yes ma'am." I laughed moving to take off my jacket and lay it across the arm of the couch then took off my shoes before sitting down on the bed. "Are you picky about your side?"

"For sleep yes but for cuddling nope, I'm good any way."

"And what if we fall asleep while we're cuddling?"

"I plan on doing other things before sleep Jon." I smirked and then put my hand
over my mouth

"Are you sayin' i'm gonna get lucky?" i laughed.

I crawled up on my bed and leaned over to him and gave him a kiss. "Who knows how lucky you'll get."

"I like the sound of that."

"I figured you would." I smiled at him. "So now the question is are you one of those guys that actually wants to watch a movie when its on or doesn't care." I asked.

"I don't really care if I have a beautiful woman beside me."

"Is it all about the looks for you?"

"No but it doesn't hurt." I smirked.

I smiled and then laid down directly next to him and kissed him, "So I should roll over to watch this huh?"

"Yeah cause you might distract me." I joked.

"Alright I'd never want that to happen." I smirk and flip over and face the tv, my dress unfortunately got very tangled around me.

"You know I think you might be more comfortable without that on."

"OH and you think I'm just gonna strip for you."

"Well if you insist."

"I insist what?" I asked twisting my head back to him

"You're gonna strip for me." I smiled moving my hand over to her knee, slowly making my way up to her thigh.

"I am huh?" I asked again with a smile.

"Well that is what you said." I inched my body close enough to kiss her tenderly until my hand came in contact with lace panties.

"I think you might just be confused." I wiggled around.

"No baby I'm not confused at all." My lips caressed her neck while my hands
continued to wander.

"You are quite the shmoozer."

"You think so?"

I looked over at him over my shoulder. "I do think so." After feeling his hand on my outer thigh I laughed. "Babe do you want me to run over?"

"Run over?"

"Turn over, you know you got me confused."

I couldn't help but laugh. "I'm good what can I say?"

"Brat." I told him and flipped over to face him. "How'd you do that?"

"My sexiness?"

"Must be." I laughed and reached over licking his adams apple.

"Mmmm I like that."

I pushed him back onto his back and crawled on top of him a little, nibbling on his adam's apple again, "its so well defined."

"So are you baby." I moaned sliding my up her body push the dress off her shoulder. That's when I saw the pink strap which had me a little curious.

"Raised eyebrows Jon?" I teased and kissed him.

"So umm was this the pink thing you were talking about earlier?"

I smirked like a little tease, knowing somehow he loves that, "Maybe."

"How about you let me see more?" I reached up with the other hand pushing the other side down which made the dress fall. "Oops."

"There's no opps, you like pink."

"On you but it's not my color." I smirked.

"I bet you'd like cute in a pink shirt. Not this color pink though."

"Something tells me I wouldn't pull it off quite like you." My finger trailed over her breasts then down to her stomach.

I figured at this point I'd let him get to my skin, he seemed to have a need and maybe if he got a little action he'd relax a bit."

"You work out a lot don't you"

"Not by choice but yes why?"

"I can tell."

"Do you like the way I look or not?"

"No I do - I think I'd like to see you gain a little weight though."

"That's hard, I don't know if I could let myself." I moved to kiss his neck again.

"Why not?"

"Its kind of hard for me to not look perfect." I admitted.

"But you'd look even more beautiful if you did."

"We'll see Jon." I ran my hand into his hair and smiled. "So what's with me being eye candy today, your happier looking than touching?"

"I don't think I'd be able to stop once I start." There I'd said it. She was so beautiful tonight I had one thing on my mind and couldn't hide it any more.

"Horney Jon, or just think the 3rd date equals sex?"

"Little of both I guess." I smiled.

"Well you barely have my clothes off my shoulder," I teased. "Thats not typically how it goes."

"I don't want to move to fast and scare you off."

"I think I was a little more naked than this last night but we didn't do nearly as
much talking so I'm not quite as turned on yet."

"Guess I'll have to fix that then." I set up in the bed then let my hands carress her bare back while my lips eagerly met hers.

"OH now that I love."

"So do I."

I let my body fall back onto the bed, stretching out I inhaled deeply showing him the muscles in my stomach.

She had a gorgeous body there was no denying it. I couldn't wait to let me lips rest against that stomach my fingers were now moving over.

"Jonny" I moaned loving his gentle touch.

I moved up onto my knees then bent down licking her stomach while kissing it on occasion. I wanted to see just how much i could tease her before she gave in.

I inhaled in shock, my stomach becoming rock solid with the action. "Jon" I reached for his shoulders to try to get him to stop tormenting me.

"Yes?" I raised up with a huge smile on my face. "Something wrong?"

I reached up and ran my hand into his hair, "Nothings wrong but you're a really good tease."

"I've had alot of practice." I smirked moving back down to continue torturing her body.

"Oh my GOD, Jon do you like to be teased too?"

"Doesn't hurt but I have to make sure my woman is getting the most out of the experience."

I laughed and pushed him off me, "Alright then fair is fair." I stood up letting the dress drop to my feet, revealing the rest of my pink flirty lingerie.

"Fuck me." A groan escaped my mouth when I saw what she had on - pink never looked so good."

I stood and turned around in a circle so he could look, I knew men were visual creatures and Jon seemed to be even more so than most so I figured I'd let him get his eye candy. One thing I knew about myself, I may be fucked up emotionally but I have a damn fine body, I had been ordered to make sure of that during my life.

"You've teased me enough baby, now come on over here."

"But I haven't even touched you." I smiled taking the step towards the bed.

"Yeah but I've looked that was enough to get me going."

"That's all it takes?" I smiled and crawled on the bed, laying partially on top of him. My lips touched his skin, on his neck, then his adam's apple, then up to his lips for a kiss.

"When it's been almost 3 months since I've had sex, yes."

"Only three months?" I teased sitting up straddling his hips as let my fingers tease his stomach and pec mucles.

"What do mean only?" I laughed reaching over to run my hands over her hips."That's a lifetime for me."

"Its been 9 months since you filed for divorce so you've had sex since then? Its been about 11 months for me."

"I have." And I'm not going to tell her who it was with unless she asks. "So I guess you're even more ready than I am?"

"Yeah, was it with your ex wife, and have you been tested since?"

"It was with her but no I haven't been tested - I know she was never with anybody but me until recently."

"When did she hook up with the guy that she's with now."

"She was with him before we filed for divorce but she'd never actually been with him till recently."

"The condoms are in the night stand." I bent down and kissed him, not nearly
confident enough with that explanation to not use them.

"And do you always keep those in the nightstand?" I smiled kissing shoulder.

"No but I figured I should pick some up just in case."

"Good thinking." I set back against the headboard staring back at her. "So are you ready for this?"

"Not necessarily. Just wanted you to know where they were in case."

Now I was totally confused and I was sure the expression on my face showed that. It seemed like she was ready to be with but now she said she wasn't. Why are women so damn complicated?

I moved off of him and sat up next to him, "I've never made a conscious decision outside of a passionate embrace to have sex. Its normally while my insides are on fire so forgive me if I'm unsure while I'm completely calm and non turned on."

"Well you're the one that pushed me off of you." I joked.

"Well Jon come on do you know what I'm saying."

"Yeah I understand."

"Do you or are you saying that and while you say it your mind is moving around trying to figure a way to get my clothes off?"

"Maybe that second part."

"You're rotten." I told him while flopping down onto the bed. "This isn't going as I intended."

"And what do you mean by that beautiful?" Once she got comfortable, my hand started to roam over her upper body while I nibbled on her neck.

"Well I thought it'd be all heated and hot and sticky like last night."

"Give it time baby." My hand wandered downward touching her soft skin with my finger tips. "We're just gettin' started."

"Kissing would be very good right now."

"If that's what you want." I made a trail of kissed from her neck to her lips while I moved on top of her letting my body rest against her.

"Damn" I arched my body under his.

When he didn't react I got worried. "Did I turn you off somehow? Too much talking I'm sorry."

Immediately I thought I'd get in trouble.

"No not at all baby." I whispered teasing her lips with my tongue, trying to gain
entrance into her mouth.

I opened my mouth for him, relaxing and letting the kiss happen, letting him take control, after all being submissive is where I'm most comfortable.

I moaned throughout the kiss, wanting more each second. Her lips were incredible as was the rest of her body.

I turned towards him more, my hands roamed down his bare back over his ass. "Damn" I moaned when I touched his ass, what a fine piece of work his body was.

"You like?" I teased playfully. "You know it looks even better when no clothes are covering it."

"Really? And you do say so yourself huh?" I teased.

"Well I've had a few compliments."

I grabbed his ass and then spanked him softly. "I think you should show me."

"You think so?" I moved off her just enough to slide my hand down to the waistband of her panties.

"Yeah I think so." I moved my hand around from his ass to his cock, brushing over it so lightly before moving to his belt.

I quickly moved to kiss her again when I realized what she doing. It'd been to long without a woman so I was going to enjoy every second of it. I reached down unhooking the nylons from what I thought was kind of like a garter belt. Which reminds me to talk to her later about not wearing those because that's just one more thing to take off.

"Jon I'm feeling a little warm." And it wasn't from the warm weather outside.

"You're about to feel warmer beautiful." I moaned into her mouth. Two of my fingers moved under her waistband at her hips.

I pulled him closer, "Feels good."

"Do you want to feel even better?"

"Yes I like this feeling." I told him with a deeper kiss.

"Robin." I whispered against her lips. At this point she'd already had my belt undone along with the button on my pants, so I moved my hand around to the front of her body with my fingers still inside the waistband of her panties.

"Jonny" my body fluttered inside while my hand snuck down to wrap around his cock.

I instantly moaned sliding my hand down to her already wet panties. My fingers teased her clit then moved down her center but not actually going inside of her.

"Jonny, feels so good." I moaned and wraped my arm around him pulling him closer as I squeezed his cock gently.

"I can't wait to make love to you baby."

"From what I can tell you're more than up to the task." I smirked and stroked him again.

"Damn that feels good."

"Do you like blow job's Jon?" I asked stroking him again.

"It's not necessarily something I do with a woman that I care about." To be honest, that was the one sexual act that Dot let me do with groupies so when I got home I really didn't have a desire to do it with her - I wanted to be with her in one way and that wasn't it.

I kissed him making sure to log that comment in the back of my head for later discussion.

"How long has it been for you?" Asked moving just enough to undo her bra.

I arched my back to give him a little assistance with getting that damn bra off, if it were up to me I'd never wear one. "11 months."

"Almost a year then?" Damn I bet she was tight right now - it'll almost feel like
her first time again.

"Yes, do you promise to make me scream tonight?" I smirked.

"Hell yeah I can guarantee that."

"Good because I think its necessary." I shimmed out of my bra. "Finally that damn bra is gone."

"It's necessary to make you scream?" I smiled moving my head down to take her nipple into my mouth, sucking on it every few seconds after licking it.

"Ummm" I moaned when he took my nipple into his mouth. "Damn that feels good baby." I squeezed his cock again stroking him slowly.

Every time she wrapped her hand around me I was that much closer to just stripping off her panties and doing what I do best. But instead, my hand rested on her hip then I began to ease her panties down but trying not to seem to eager.

"OH two can play at that game babe." I smiled and unzipped his jeans softly scooting them down over his hips. "Someone doesn't wear underwear?"

"Nah it's just one more thing to take off." He laughed.

*I laughed**

"What about the mystery for me, in what I was goign to get later?"

"Well I don't want you to get scared or anything." I smirked. "Best just to take it all in at once."

"So you were just protecting me, how I understand." I laughed getting his pants off his body and I stopped at the end and kissed his right knee."

"Yeah that's it baby."

I looked up at him from down by his knees. "You like that babe"

"I do but I was referring to the protecting you comment."

"OH that works for me too." I slid up his body rubbing my breasts against him. Laying down to kiss him I smiled, "This is really working for me."

"Me to baby." I propped myself up using my elbow to rest on while looking at her now naked body.

"you're so sexy you know that." I ran my finger up his chest over his nipple. "Do
you like your nipples sucked Jon?"

"Guess you could do it and find out."

"OH you're not going to tell me huh?" I wiggled down a bit and went after his nipples, my tongue snaked out to tease.

That was about all I could take. While she was turning me on more by the second I reached over into the nightstand pulling out the box of unopened condoms. Even more trouble! Really you couldn't have opened these earlier?

"Ok that exasperated sigh says it all. Is opening the condoms too much work for you." I teased reaching down to play with his ass again before I smacked his butt.

"When I'm up and ready, yes it is."

"Well babe you've been up for about 15 minutes already and I like it." I teased.

"I told you two minutes." Finally, I got the box open but I had pulled on it a little to hard which allowed a shower of condoms all over the bed.

"Here babe I'll help." I grabbed one of the condoms opening it before moving my head back to his chest and back to teasing his nipple, "I like making you horny its fun for me."

"Likewise babe."

I wanted so bad to go down and suck on his balls and lick him nice and long so he'd stay hard forever but since he doesn't like blow jobs I played with his balls a little before sliding the condom onto him.

I motioned her back up to lay down then draped my leg over hers. "If it starts to hurt tell me okay." I kissed her tenderly on the neck making sure she would be comfortable. If I was enjoying it but she wasn't then that doesn't make me any better than her ex.

All I could think of was this was going to hurt like hell, he was already about to fuck me and hadn't even prepped me with his fingers. "OK." I whispered and kissed him.

My lips met hers in a passionate kiss as I moved in between her legs, my cock was already eagerly pressed up against her entrance. "You okay?" I whispered against her lips.

"Yeah Jon." I whispered making sure to use his name so I can keep current in my head.

"Would you feel better if we fooled around for a few minutes?" That was the last thing I wanted to do but I could feel how tense her body was and I hadn't even started to move inside her yet.

"Whatever you want Jon, I can tell your oh so ready." I ran my hand up his back along the corded muscles in his back.

"Yeah I am but I want you to be comfortable."

"Jon, go ahead I'll be ok."

After being assured that she was okay I went on with the task at hand. I kissed her neck while my hips started to move as I moved inside of her slowly.

She was so tight I couldn't believe it - she felt incredible they way she fit around me.

Inhaling deeply as he pushed inside I tried desperately to let go, fuck this hurt, I wasn't nearly wet enough for this yet but I couldn't tell him no, he's been so sweet and kind to me. I inhaled again trying to get him completely inside me, his cologne reminded me i wasn't with my ex but the pain I was feeling kept forcing me back to that life. "Jon" I moaned while biting into his collarbone area.

"Robin you feel so good." I moaned. That and the fact of what she had just done sent me into overdrive.

I motioned to a spot on my calvacle for Jon to kiss or suck, in hopes that he'd hit the right spot to get me just a little wet so I could stop hurting.

"Just relax baby." I whispered against that spot which I started to kiss.

He was huge, absolutely massive, I swear he must be a foot long and 10 inches wide, my body ached for release just as much as it ached for lubrication, neither of which could happen without the other. Time to fake it to get this overwith. "Oh God Jon." I started softly.
I started sucking that spot on her neck and not moving nearly as much because even I could tell that she wasn't wet enough. My hand moved up to massage her breast, which my thumb paid special attention to her nipple.

"OH yes Jon, that feels good" I told him.

"How about this?" I reached down in between our two bodies to stroke her clit while I continued tormenting that spot on her neck.

"OH yes Jon, oh God yes." Finally there was something happening inside me that was making the pain stop.

When I felt her loosen around me I started moving my hips but this time with ease.

Mentally I knew men liked to know they were pleasing their women so I moaned and breathed heavier every time he moved so he'd be encouraged.

I could easily fall in love with this woman right now, but is it because of the way she's making me feel or because I actually like her.

"OH GOD JON" I moaned very loud in hopes that soon he'd cum and this would be over.

Even though she was moaning and breathing heavy there was still something off with her. Maybe dirty talk would help? It always seemed to work with Dot. "You're a damn good fuck you know that?" I licked then sucked on her neck in between my words. "That tight little pussy of yours feels so good around me."

"Jon" I took his hand and moved it back to my clit, he needed to shut up and just touch me.

I pressed down on her clit while moving deeper.

"OH GOD, Almost Jon" I nibbled on his shoulder again.

Almost? What the hell was she talking about? I was already there and about ready to exlode at any second.

I could tell just from his lack of nibbling he was already determined to be done so I did what I was so good at, I squeezed my pussy tight around him to make sure he had no option but to cum and I screamed, "YES"

"Fuck!" That moan had to fill the room as I came almost instantly.

I could feel him explode into me, filling the condom quickly. My body wanted him out of me.

"I think I could stay like this all night baby." I kissed her neck not even wanting to move.

"Sorry babe you have to move its not safe to be inside me after you cum with the condom
on. We can cuddle after you pull out."

"Right." I reached down holding onto the base of the condom making sure not to spill any. I set up on the bed long enough to that off and toss it into the trash then laid back down on my side facing her.

"thats better." I smiled and cuddled up to his chest. It felt so much better without that huge cock inside me.

"You didn't enjoy yourself did you?"